what is going on? it feels like so many things are falling around me. friends are dealing with problems, whether relationships, pregnancy, or who knows what else. then one brother leaving his fiance, and another apon hearing this decided to mention that he wasnt gonna be coming to it anyways. and then theres me, helping a brother move out quickly, ( Read more... )

well. how do i describe this weekend? i went up and down and all around. i wish the end wasnt the down part. or the beginning. haha. first i spent friday bored tryin to find something to do and to keep me occupied till morning. i missed bri, and couldnt find anything to do. saturday came. had a big breakfast that didnt really agree with me. ( Read more... )

http://www.kontraband.com/show/show.asp?ID=1827&rtn=index-potd
this was hillarious. i would have suggested a catapult too.

matty b

oh yeah. and i miss yall!

i was reminicing (spelling?) and i realize all ive been through. ive had this connection, or ummm, just a thing witih wanting to hear the song "goodbye to yesterday" i first heard it when my older bro made a photo mantage for his senior class. i wasnt even part of his class and i felt sad hearing it. heres the lyrics ( Read more... )

this has to be the funnyest thing ive seen in a long time. i laughed so hard i was almost on the floor. watch!
http://www.lookatentertainment.com/v/v-628.htm

matty b

http://www.extremefunnypictures.com/funnypic863.htm
this is supposed to be a small clip of an adorable kitten being very sleepy, watch!

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i feel a bit, i dont know. kinda like antsy, but a scary kind. what is that? ugh either way i just feel a bit off. and why is it that i always and only post when im either depressed or drunk? luckily i havent been both. haha. anyways. things will be nice come weekend. kris is gonna be at the parents' with his wife and her kids. oh yeah. and its his ( Read more... )

ugh. last night was wierd. i had a mere couple shots worth to drink, and im just out and crazy. then im feelin down a bunch. mostly cause i was an idiot with my words last night. but i was just down. i know cause i started listening to some music that just brought me back to back when, when things were at bottom. though all this down feeling could ( Read more... )

well here i am, feeling low. like i screwed something up, or didnt do something where i could have. either way im sorry. but that was my last shift at mcdics though. one of the worst ones though. i spent a bit trying to get someone to stay longer so i could leave. then i was just down because i was there when i wanted to be somewhere else. i had my ( Read more... )