I'm Finally Snapping

[bimisfitshair]

Do you ever feel so nervous that you wanna puke?
Yeah, that's how I usually am.

The worst is when it's like it is now:

I have all this stuff going through my head,
But I can't pinpoint the specific cause of my nervous-ness.

Which makes is worse in the long run because I get more nervous thinking that I might be forgetting something.

And the cycle

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[_zap_zap_]

I get more nervous thinking that I might be forgetting something.

This is why I'm a compulsive horder of memorabilia.

I think we just need to talk on the phone more.
It could be the soulution.
It's both our faults that we don't communicate enough, esp. my own, I have the time, I don't have the common sense.
I miss you.

[bimisfitshair]

Hahah, just that opening line cheered me up a bit.

I think I'm going through crazy taylor-withdrawls.

And that's no fun.
We will talk soon.
I hate being busy.

Wow, those last three lines are all the same length.
(On accident too)!

[_zap_zap_]

yes we shall communicate when thoust tis not busy.

[bimisfitshair]

Whoo.
How fancy.

I've been chewing on the right part of my bottom lip.
It is quite worn down.

I have never come close to finding another person even remotely like you.
It really is a huge dissapointment.

Right now you are pretty much the only person who I could tell ANYTHING to.
And you're the only person I can think of who I really wouldn't care how they judged me.

Laaame!

[anonymous]

ew, i hate that feeling, and i dont know if it helps but i skate hardcore whenever im like that. which was today actually. and of course, eat shit.

[bimisfitshair]

Hahah, who is this?
That was grand, it cheered me up for sure.

[loonylovegood31]

oh, dear. i'm sorry you feel crappy.

anything i can do to help?

[bimisfitshair]

Naw, I'd love to see youuu!!!
But that is out of your control.
Eventually though.

[loonylovegood31]

i'm sorry! i promise! we'll work out something...feel better?

[bimisfitshair]

Hahah, don't be sorry kiddo.
I'm starting to feel better.