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bimisfitshair

Don't Read This If You Don't Want To Hear Me Bitch

Mar 07, 2006 18:53

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anonymous March 8 2006, 05:22:22 UTC

Run away to my house
We can have a midlife crisis with eachother
And cry
and you know how little I cry

But I would cry with you if it would make you
feel better,
thats how much I care for you.

bimisfitshair March 8 2006, 15:10:11 UTC

Lara?
I think this is lara.

That would be lovely.
We don't necesarily need to cry.

At least just talk.

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bimisfitshair March 8 2006, 15:11:00 UTC

:)

thanks.

loonylovegood31 March 8 2006, 05:58:20 UTC

big fat heart for you.

maybe we should try hanging out in a couple of weeks and we can just talk about stuff.

sound okay?

bimisfitshair March 8 2006, 15:12:38 UTC

We shall see.

The thing is, I will probably pretend everything is better.
I don't like making others deal with my drama.

(Oh, hah, and completely unrelated: I thought it was funny that you really like slap bass because I've been playing funk/slap bass since before I knew you. And do you have HOL's cd)?

loonylovegood31 March 8 2006, 15:35:45 UTC

Chris, i've been spewing drama at you since day 1. don't worry about a thing. that's why i offer to talk about stuff, cause it seems like you need to talk to somebody, that's all.

anyway. i <3 slap bass. any bass, really. it sounds awesome. but i don't have the CD, although i have like, 4 songs on a CD that i downloaded...proabably illegally, but what the hey.

bimisfitshair March 9 2006, 00:42:36 UTC

I dunno, I think I can talk to people, and then I just can't.
I really don't know why, but it's hard.
I don't know where to start when the situation arises.

Neato, well next time I see you, I should copy those from you.

mickeymouseywee March 8 2006, 06:51:06 UTC

you could go live on a boat and sail around. i think that might help for a while. id sail with you a few times

bimisfitshair March 8 2006, 15:13:02 UTC

That would actually be great.
Too bad I don't know the first thing about sailing.

mickeymouseywee March 9 2006, 04:44:32 UTC

i dont either. but im guessing you need a boat and i have a canoe. canue. canoo. uuuh i cant spell it...but i still have it

bimisfitshair March 9 2006, 15:25:50 UTC

hahah, that's a start.

cooky_monster March 8 2006, 17:16:45 UTC

Chris ( ... )

bimisfitshair March 9 2006, 00:47:37 UTC

Wow, from most other people that wouldn't really of had much of an affect, but I trust you, you have been through all of this and much more.

I really see your point, I think my weak point in that entire solution has to do with when you said:

"It's alot easier to go through the motions and act happy than to be straightforward"

that is so ture, and my problem is that when (see above conversation with loonylovegood31) the situation arises for me to be honest, I choke up and just don't want to dump all this drama on anyone else.

I'm so afraid of opening up to most of the people I know, especially in person, in fact, I probably wont be able to talk about this even to you in person.

I don't know.
But I do think that seeing you would be great, and it would help.

Thanks so much for still being here.

-Chris