It's been a year since I found dad hanging in the room. I think Mom wanted me to return to New York for the anniversary, but I'm... not feeling up to it. Besides, what with all of this world crap happening, I don't trust anything enough to move from this spot.
... haha, I actually just wondered if Dad went to hell for killing himself... even if he did, I'm not telling Lucifer.
What really sucks is that I haven't gotten much farther than Dad on the theorem... and I've had an entire year. Yeesh.
[Obviously the lj-cut doesn't have viruses, no worries. XD He's just angsting and revealing, but as he is a super l33t computer geek, it's very impossible to hack into his entries.]