i dont like feeling like this. when i think of her i still see hope, happiness and possibility... i wish she thought the same of me. :(

Dear Kira ( Read more... )

Dear Kira,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, May 8:

Are you always trying to improve yourself and are never satisfied with the end result? Forget about that supposedly perfect future version of you. It's time to say yes to the fabulousness that is you right now.

well, i missed my race today, it was yesterday. today is the how weird st. fair how weird=howard... get it?? i've never been before but it should be fun. christian and his bf are having a party in the backyard, his bf seems nice, i met him yesterday. yesterday i went to target with laur, char and michael. it was so fun! i got hella stuff... ( Read more... )

Dear Kira,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, May 5:

It's not a twist of fate, nor is it an accident. It's the universe playing traffic cop and diverting you toward something potentially fantastic. You may not see what it is right away, but it will become clear very soon.

i had dinner with liz tonight it was nice... havne't seen her in a while so it was nice to catch up... she always helps me remember to not let myself spiral downward into being an emotional basketcase, although sometimes i swear its out of my control. well, i guess its all about realizing and recognizing that i have created patterns in my life, ( Read more... )

just when i think i have it all figured out i am reminded that i am just as clueless today as i was before. thank god i have a few events coming up, i will be running 6 miles this weekend and my sprint tri is on june 4 (1/2mi swim, 15 mi bike, 3 mi run)... that should be fun and hopefully all my friends will go too... otherwise it will just be me ( Read more... )

everyone around me is in fucking love and its driving me crazy because i feel like i am trying to hold onto this tiny strand of a dream that is not happening. it is the only thing i have been stubborn enough to hold onto - the only thing that i still truly hope for - and yet, things are slowly changing... but so slow i dont know if they will ever ( Read more... )

so, its 2:34 and i have just arrived home from hot pants, my favorite lesbo dance party. i went tonight with shane and irevis and it was really fun. irevis is one of the most fun people i have met in a REALLY long time and i really wish she was around more... too bad she lives in PUERTO RICO. shiiit. so tonight i learned how to do the puerto ( Read more... )

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