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hey people, well happy x mas eve to you all. i hope you all have a safe holiday. now that, that is out of the way. does anyone find it a little disturbing how santa can see when you are awake and when you are sleeping?what else can he see? i dont want tot know. what I do want to know is why the hell saddam who allready lives in the fucking stone- ( Read more... )

well this morning i went to jazz band incredibly late, woo hoo. then alexis was looking at my cell phone and that peter pan ass mother fucker mr rosica or however the fuck you spell his name, tried to take it. he was all how do you turn it on? i said let me see and ill turn it on for you, so i took it put it in my pocket and left. then i took my ( Read more... )

i have a huge head ache. i dont really feel like talking to anyone on the phone. although i said that i would call a few people back. i dont think im going to. tomorrow is the last full day of the semester. thank god. i need a break.well thats it for now. ill ttyl

Ah dammit, girls, such a fucking hastle. my brain (the logical part of me that usually does the talking) doesnt agree with my heart. they are complete opposites. My brain tells me that shes not worth it. to move on, she doesnt love you. my brain is trying to protect me, the one thing i can alwayss count on. my heart on the other hand, tells me that ( Read more... )

we had a half day at school today, then i went over to jareds house and killed lots and lots of people on return to castle wolfenstein, and dead to rights, both of which; are the coolest games in the world. Jared isnt so bad himself at both of them. so i will just have to play him online to see who the better gamer is *cough me* there are shese ( Read more... )

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once again i make that downward spiral that is depression. maybe my depression is the simple reality that i cant be happy. my own warped reality where people cant care about me. perhaps its just my destiny to see things for what they really are. I knew this would happen. it happens everytime. i feel something for someone and i end up stripped of ( Read more... )

well, things are relitivly normal right now. the last pep band is tonight but i dont know if i am going to go or not. hmmmm decisions decisions. Star Wars ep:II comes out on tuesday so you all better go and get it. i might cut just to get it. arent i sad. yeah i know what ur thinking. Im still like madly in love with that one girl.I know she likes ( Read more... )