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[bionic_eyes]

 I don't think anyone reads these anymore which means this is mostly for me. Which is good. Right here I can tell Maura how much I miss her. My mom got an invitation to her 30th high school reunion. It's so weird. All I had been thinking about lately was getting married and having babies....Like wtf who am I? I mean I'm totally baby crazy...but

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[dc46290]

Strange that I looked on this for the first time in about 2 years today....

Life never turns out the way you wanted it to. I had planned on getting married and having kids and all that. Its really all I wanted but now it seems its never going to happen. Just remember that you can never go back, but must always push forward to make every day better. In a few years you'll be writing about how much you miss college and the friends you have now. You'll be talking about how happy your kids make you and how great it is to be married..

Just remember that there's people out there that would give anything to have what you do, and the past is never as good as people remember it.

[bionic_eyes]

You're 21. You have plenty of time to meet someone, get married and have kids...besides guys can have kids until the day they die pretty much. I'm don't want to have kids past 36 which means I have 14 years.

I think I'll still be in school in a few years

[bionic_eyes]

And when people in relationships don't do what they want they end up resenting the other person.