1. Neo-Pagan (100%) 2. Theravada Buddhism (99%) 3. Unitarian Universalism (92%) 4. Mahayana Buddhism (89%) 5. New Age (85%) 6. Liberal Quakers (84%) 7. Secular Humanism (73%) 8. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (69%) 9. Reform Judaism (62%) 10. Jainism (61%) 11. Taoism (59%) 12. Orthodox Quaker (51%) 13. Sikhism (50%) 14. Hinduism (48%) ( Read more... )

 1. Theravada Buddhism (100%) 2. Unitarian Universalism (99%) 3. Neo-Pagan (96%) 4. Mahayana Buddhism (94%) 5. New Age (93%) 6. Liberal Quakers (75%) 7. Secular Humanism (73%) 8. Hinduism (69%) 9. Taoism (65%) 10. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (63%) 11. New Thought (62%) 12. Scientology (60%) 13. Jainism (60%) 14. Sikhism (57%) 15.  ( Read more... )

 well, ive been going through alot lately. moved from kissimmee to longwood. yes, back to my parents house... contacted my old friends on my space. never heard back from them. went into the hospital. got out... finding an appartment  / condo.  no luck. shit sux. saw john last night. i miss him. i love him. im in love with him. i really regret  ( Read more... )

i cant believe my mom hasnt called?? i had a very rough night. anxiety, worry, panic, mind racing, delusions... called my dad at 5 am. he had no suggestions except to have an ice coffee. ice coffee? thats the wost advice you can give to someone who hasnt slept all night because of their panic disorder. mom woke up at 7 and its been 12 hours that ( Read more... )

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i feel so manic and anxious. manic good.... anxious... gurrrrrrrrr! i dont think ill get any sleep tonight. ive had alot to think about. i talked to john tonight... we're not daiting.... were not romantic... we are bestfriends who live together and fuck. whitch is good for a 21 year old but not for a 46 year old. i'm scared. i love him so much. im ( Read more... )

i feel so much better! ive been eating less, sleeping less, feeling balanced and happy. its only been 4 days of this great emotional state of mind. im not sure if i said this in my last entry but i've lowered my geodon by 120 mgs. and upped my lamictal to 300mgs... and im completely off those stupid pills clonodine and visteril. stupid clonodine i ( Read more... )

john took the test amd he got this i took it and got the same result: (weird)


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man i had some weird dreams last night. crazy stuff like making marilyn manson new boots out of peanutbutter crackers. i mean wtf ( Read more... )

ive been happy all day! i cant wait to see marilyn manson on friday in tampa! heather and i are going to have sooooooooo much fun! I'm so excited! i'm sittin here listening to pandora radio. i love pandora radio! it only plays the music you like to hear! its awesome! you sould try it out. well i've been trying to call my parents today. they havent ( Read more... )