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[bioweapon]

Slept through class again, did pretty much nothing today. I got up at about 4 in the afternoon, then played some JA, then had dinner, walked my dog, more JA. It's been a long borring day by myself. I've spent too much time today thinking of how much I hate being alone, and thinking of who I might have a snowball's chance in hell of getting a date

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Wallowing in self pity much?

[anonymous]

Cory

Re: Wallowing in self pity much?

[bioweapon]

Joining a club sounds like a good idea, I'm not joining a club about something I don't know about or have no interest in. So the ballroom dance things is out, I think you have to know how to dance to get in, and on the rare occations someone has tried to get me to dance I felt like the world was waiting for me to screw up so they could laugh at me. I'm not good about self-confidence, also the reason I don't like talking to people I don't know well or in front of large groups. And it's not easy to find clubs relating to video games or cheesy sci-fi movies, I know there are film clubs but they pertain to more artistic movies will deeper meanings hidden under more symbolism than I can wave a stick at. I wish there were more people like you who could help me develope some faith in myself; I don't know how to go about it on my own. This is why I hide in my room with my video games, a computer program can't make fun of me, it doesn't think, or feel, or form opinions about people. All it knows about me is what I tell it, so in a game I can

Re: Wallowing in self pity much?

[anonymous]

Wahhhh I replied and it ate my response! Bad live journal

Re: Wallowing in self pity much?

[bioweapon]

Tansfer to you're university? I like it, now all I need is money for a plane ticket to British Columibia and a place to stay.