There are no words...

[bipolarchick129]

Last night I found myself face-to-face with a question that has me thinking really deeply:

I simply do not understand how two people,...who were so close in every way...who gave eachother so much of their lives and emotions...and who thought it would last forever,...could break apart and almost completely stop talking. It's like they don't exist

Comments

[watchmedie77]

Lydia, thats a pretty deep entry. I don't understand either. Well we need to hang out. Have an awesome time in Pennsylvania.

[anonymous]

Thats a good thought and a tough thought...if you need ne one u kno who to call..mwa pookashells

Thanks so much...

[bipolarchick129]

Yea...I will definitely give you a call when I get back, hopefully we can hang out.

[anonymous]

lydia your journal entry's are disturbing. what we had was real and for you to say it wasnt bothers me. even though it was real it just wasnt meant to be and if we arent meant for eachother than why continue to pursue things. theres someone out there for both of us and we just have to trust in God to provide the special someone for both of us. lydia i really really value our friendship but i dont like it how you put things on the internet that involve me because it just brings our personal issues to the world. now i just want us to be friends and you know that im always going to be here for you but please just talk to me instead of putting things on the internet i dont really appreciate it.

[bipolarchick129]

Hey, im sry...but the only thing that was bothering me was that we dont talk anymore, so it feels like we arent even friends...i realized its ok that we aren't together, i just wished we at least talked to eachother every once in a while. And if you want me to call you and tell you my feelings, why didnt you just call me to tell me all this instead of posting more info for the "whole world" to now know.