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ya know.. sometimes I just really hate people. Okay, hate's a strong word, but it sounded good for a minute :P
I will never understand why people can't just keep quiet if they don't have something nice or positive to say. The world would be a much better place :P
And why, when people say crap, do I then conform to it.. UGH. I really need to quit caring what people think or say or do, quit being a people pleaser and just do what I WANT to do. lol i sound like a 12 year old huh, nice.
haha. I was having a really good day until a couple hours ago and it turned upside down on me for so many reasons, and I'm sure I could say I brought it all upon myself as per usual, but whatever, I'm pretty sure most of it I didn't. It was like I was all good and happy and then everything just instantly flipped to complete opposite end of the spectrum.
Also, I hate not having someone to talk to about things, so many things. some that I really can't tell anyone or that no one would understand or things that someone would take sides over etc. it's really frustrating. and I know I have a lot of friends that will say you can tell me anything and I'll listen or whatever, and I really appreciate that and i really do love my friends for that, but it just doesn't work, it just goes back to the things above. meh.
/endrant I feel a lil better now lol