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October 20 [DRAFT]
I woke up every 2 hours and slept badly. In the morning I went to the restaurant and took a cappuccino with two buns and cheese. That's it ( Read more... ) -
October 16 [DRAFT]
16.10 12:30 ( Read more... ) -
Hell of a day [DRAFT]
Yesterday was hell of a day ( Read more... ) -
Fucking myself hard and breaking promises
Just a week ago something like that happened and we are back at it again. At least back then I slept for an hour or two, not this time. Fuck my life ( Read more... ) -
FML
Two days ago when I went to bed at 12:00 I couldn't fall asleep, I contacted Daria, we had a very bad conversation because she immediately hated me for telling her that I hadn't bought the tickets to Turkey yet and it ended with her swearing a lot and sending me the "Fuck you" emoji at the end. I thought she would soon melt and forgive me for being ( Read more... ) -
Missed diary entry from October 3rd, 2024
Russian original ( Read more... ) -
Silly things | My sexual life, Maria [UPDATED on 16th of November, 2024]
And like 25 times before, I broke my sleep schedule just two or three days after starting it. Damn it. The only place I keep it is in an Egyptian/Turkish hotel where I'm forced to go to bed on time, otherwise I'll oversleep breakfast, and with how egregiously expensive hotels have become, I just can't afford it. Also, it's only for breakfast that ( Read more... ) -
Miscellaneous stuff
Given that I went to bed past 4am for at least the last few months, I used the day before yesterday to reset my sleep schedule for the 25th time in my life. I spent the whole night playing CS2 in armrace mode to increase my headshot percentage (which is still pathetically low, about 27%, but it's still better than a year ago when it was about 22% ( Read more... ) -
The worst time of my life yet
Please do not read this if you value your sanity ( Read more... ) -
Fucking Russian healthcare
Last week I finally visited yet another orthopedist, because my left ankle joint continues to trouble me a lot ( Read more... )