i am fat full of love.

not fat full of "cheeky wimtos", what the fuck are you?

i have a lot of decisions to make!

(obviously, my decisions never include "yes" to "shall i update livejournal?")

i'm beginning to think that lying to my doctors, neurologists, & the cmht was a bad idea, but i can't tell anyone.
probably just maudlin. it's disappointing. no longer "the one". never was, really. (in other news). never going to be.

(note to self: man the fuck up.)

the (probable) arrested development film is going to be the best film in the world ever.


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Things I Am Not Allowed To Get Tattooed On Me (according to steve):

1. Bearded ladies.
2. Morrissey's face.
3. Wolf from Gladiators.
4. Anything to do with Britney.

Tattoos Steve Would Approve Of:

1. Dinosaurs.

send me emails: evilhearted_you@hotmail.com

i'm in so much pain i can barely see. i'm just lying here not moving a muscle trying to ignore it until it gets to much, then i break down and cry and then i either black out or fall asleep then i wake up and do it again. i was supposed to be discharged on friday but i had a relapse, possibly due to a bad reaction to the lumbar puncture, so i have ( Read more... )

i hate sleeping alone.

i'm updating this from a hospital bed. really ( Read more... )

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rhys & vince: xiu xiu are touring the uk in the next few months, party time excellent.