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-i never knew how bored one person can get..never knew it..never knew it...so bored...did ya know? i didnt know..lol..I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY SEXY FRIEND DJ TOMORROW..i love deej so much! im way excited

so...Jason and i have been talking lately...i miss him a lot..i miss loving him...i think i've fallen out of love with him tho..ok that was a lie..i didnt..i just miss him..and the cute things we used to do...but i guess things will get better...i guess things are better off this way...i just miss my j-ice some nights..and..i dont know...but he ( Read more... )

theres no time to give up hope.

ok so im in a much more calm state of mind..although i no longer work at stevi b'......thank god..i just feel better..jason and i talked again lastnight..and i told him what i want..and he says he's not going to give up on me...but w/e anyways..school blows...it blows big ones..i miss my friends a lot..i hung out with perrice this weekend it was ( Read more... )

I hate Jason Michael Hill.

horrible night lastnight..i got my ass kicked! by allergies...JESUS..my face was so swollen and i sneezed on all the customers...ugh! so so so so BAD

once again Jay contacted me again..i dont know what to say about that..i dont care much for it

Adios..back to bed...still drugged up from the meds for my allergies.

i had a wonderful night!...until about 1am....a bunch of angry text messages from jason..so im like...too much to deal with..im going back to bed..lol ( Read more... )

another good day! lol..wtf..oh ya..jason and i spoke...basically..he called me dramatic..duh i know that..and i told him..."so what..i love myself thats all that matters too bad you douldnt join the party" and that was that!..i love this day..and it was great..so i wonder..what does tomorrow have in store..lol..im not going to class..so sick of ( Read more... )

Ugh...this new medication gives me a tummy ache...ugh! want to puke. so bad. oh well..so today was a pretty okay day..pretty okay..i will admit that i did think about jason...he texted me lastnight while i was sleeping..oh well..i dont know exactly what he expects of me.....am i supposed to be wonder woman...and let him hurt me the way he did..and ( Read more... )