Sorry, this is a really confusing post

[nizlopi]

I don’t really understand what happened when I had my little boy.  No one really explained anything to me whilst it was going on, and to this day, six months on, I haven’t got a clue really why it all went the way it did.

I went into labour on the 16th May this year, and I had an emergency C-Section on the 23rd of May.  Throughout this whole

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[ailbhe]

As you are in the UK, you may find http://birthtraumaassociation.org.uk/ useful. They have information on obtaining your notes, and may be able to help you seek counselling and advice.