Entry 134 (423)
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Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless long nights
That is what my youth was for
Old teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing but they want some more
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, You know who you are
Sweetheart, bitterheart now I can tell you apart
Cozy and cold, put the horse before the cart
Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up to one little lie
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
Oh, who you are
For the teenage boys
They're breaking your heart
For the teenage boys
They're breaking your heart
Sitting chill in my study. I need to shower and wash my face but I'd rather wait until it gets later. Because if I don't then my hair will dry all weird and look really retarded tomorrow. Of course I could always wear pigtails, but who really cares about that?
Dad is off in Colorado. Skiing and enjoying nature. I wish I could have gone too but it's probably a good thing I couldn't come. He needs to get the hell out of here and be places that he loves.
Daddy's Mountain Girl. Mommy's Beach Disgrace. Prefers cool mountain paths with trees and rugged rocks to hot, sunny, sandy beaches. Seeks fellow lover or one who is willing to compromise. If none applicable then willing to sit alone on a rock under a tree until sunset.
Talked to Cori for a shit long time yesterday on the phone. I don't know how he can stand to talk to me for so long. But it was kind of funny yesterday since we both started yelling about retarded people. Really, really loudly. We became the violent couple. "You're so cute when you're angry." "You're so cute when you laugh at my anger." "Let's shank people." "Definitely."
Ready for it to rain. I want to run outside in it even though I'd probably freeze. I'd welcome the numbness at this point. I think I'm going to wash my face and then take my car to the car wash. Poor Nathanial needs it badly.
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless long nights
That is what my youth was for
Old teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing but they want some more
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, You know who you are
Sweetheart, bitterheart now I can tell you apart
Cozy and cold, put the horse before the cart
Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up to one little lie
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
Oh, who you are
For the teenage boys
They're breaking your heart
For the teenage boys
They're breaking your heart
Sitting chill in my study. I need to shower and wash my face but I'd rather wait until it gets later. Because if I don't then my hair will dry all weird and look really retarded tomorrow. Of course I could always wear pigtails, but who really cares about that?
Dad is off in Colorado. Skiing and enjoying nature. I wish I could have gone too but it's probably a good thing I couldn't come. He needs to get the hell out of here and be places that he loves.
Daddy's Mountain Girl. Mommy's Beach Disgrace. Prefers cool mountain paths with trees and rugged rocks to hot, sunny, sandy beaches. Seeks fellow lover or one who is willing to compromise. If none applicable then willing to sit alone on a rock under a tree until sunset.
Talked to Cori for a shit long time yesterday on the phone. I don't know how he can stand to talk to me for so long. But it was kind of funny yesterday since we both started yelling about retarded people. Really, really loudly. We became the violent couple. "You're so cute when you're angry." "You're so cute when you laugh at my anger." "Let's shank people." "Definitely."
Ready for it to rain. I want to run outside in it even though I'd probably freeze. I'd welcome the numbness at this point. I think I'm going to wash my face and then take my car to the car wash. Poor Nathanial needs it badly.