Entry 142 (431)

[bisai_kihaku]

Today I am worried. I'm trying to figure everything out. I don't understand myself lately. I don't think too much about it anymore. By it I mean life. I just slog through each day trying to make it home in the afternoons. I don't care about school work too much, I'm too tired for shit. The only things I can stand to do are things with my

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[pheonixflyer]

it's all almost over. my god it's so close. the "real" world. and idk if im supposed to feel scared or not. i'm really excited and nervous at the same time. tons of freedom but that leaves a lot of room to fuck up all the same. i know im the last person to say this, but just get in there in the element...keep looking to the shiny light of the university where there's fraternity roads paved with swarsky christals with sexy men playing water polo in the kiddie pools on the front lawn...lol sorry I just watched a little bit of a movie that reminded me of gville today lol. but yeah git r done <3