Aint it funny how you hold on to something thinkin it will make you happy but really it just pulls you down and when ya get rid of it you feel so much better....I mean i feel GREAT my friends...come on join this feeling it does so much good in the mist of so much bad.....join the feeling....join the feeling..Alright my homies i am out ( Read more... )

sometimes you get stuck in a place where your gettin pulled different directions and you get so turned around that you dont know which way is the best way for you to go so youll be happy....Im at that point where my ex wants to get back together with me and im not sure if that will end up makin me happy so i odnt know wether to just let slide and ( Read more... )

sometimes ya think you could be a dad or a mom one of these days wouldnt you be so proud....i would...I would care for my family as if they could be gone any day in the future...I would give them all the love i have in my body,mind and soul...I think that is why i stick up and fight for my friends so much even if they really dont need my help... ( Read more... )

WHATS UP ALL MY HOMIES AND HOES ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE WRITTEN IN HERE..........WELL I JUS GOT DONE watchin without a paddle... Funny ass movie if i do say so myself........well i just wanted to update my freakin journal.....IM SUCH A FREAKIN IDIOT...

WELL today after school i went to track for half an hour and the i went to my church to go to Little Rock for the christian convention and I have already hurt my self three times and i have been here for like 6 hours maybe. and i have been told that i cant walk around the moteln...That is all i can think of right now....

SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO PUT THAT MOOD ON THERE.............lol

I have been up all night talkin to chels and i am gettin kinda tired but i just have to drink coffee and all will be grand in the world.....haha......i have been listening to the same cd all night so im gunna change it now. well i guess im gunna go cuz im really tired and stuff............that will be all for the lesson today class.....bye

I woke up this moring and I was really sore because I was moshin last night at the concert. The most was sooo good I could barely hear after it was over. How my hearing is afterward is how I can tell if it was good or not....HAHA...It was really good and I asked chelsea out finally....she said yes.....DUH.....haha...I was kinda wild and i was ( Read more... )

Today I had to rake leaves and bag them by myself but really all i did for about to hours was play with my dog. I have a date tonight and i,m goin to a concert at the powerhouse. I get to meet chelsea's mom for the first time tonight so that MIGHT be fun. I know she will like me though.....How can you not ..haha..That will be all for today..