Revelations and Awkwardness
Title - Revelations and Awkwardness
Rating - PG-13 maybe for this chapter?
Warnings - None
Pairings - Die x Toshiya
Disclaimers - Do not own, totally made up
Description - And then, in the shower...
Toshiya was wide-eyed with both lust and surprise as his back hit the cold tile wall of the shower. Not at the shower itself, which was unremarkable enough - at the sight of Die, naked as the day he was born, stepping into the shower after him.
For some odd reason he’d expected Die to be shyer. Or, if not shy exactly, more nervous at least, but it seemed like once Die had realized that Toshiya really wasn’t kidding about the wanting to do a little sexual experimentation, and had gotten over his initial surprise, his friend wasn’t shocked so much as delighted by the idea.
Toshiya was a little confused. Not that he didn’t want Die to like the idea, it was just that, well, wasn’t he a little put off by Toshiya’s total lack of experience? Had he not made that part clear, somehow?
Die’s smile was positively wicked as he stepped closer, water pouring over his head and running over his shoulders. His broad, smooth, really remarkably impressive shoulders. When exactly had Die become so ridiculously enticing?
Toshiya drew in a sharp breath as Die stepped closer once more, right into his space, big brown eyes scanning Toshiya’s face as he broke into a delighted smile.
“So, you wanted me naked, and now you’ve got me. And you wanted a shower, and now you’ve got that too.” Die grinned as he took the final step, pressing their bodies together. “So now what are you going to do with me?”
Toshiya was flushed with both arousal and embarrassment. “I don’t know. Did you have something in mind?” He was more than a little embarrassed by how squeaky his voice sounded.
“Oh, I can think of lots of things” Die’s voice seemed to have dropped several octaves as he slid his hands around Toshiya’s hips in an unmistakably relishing manner “but I was kind of thinking that since you’re the one who’s new to all this I’d let you decide what you wanted to try first.”
“That doesn’t bother you?”
Die pulled back a little, noticing the anxiety in Toshiya’s voice and giving him a quizzical look. “What?”
Toshiya was blushing deeply as he responded, eyes scanning Die’s face in hopes of some sort of reassurance that would make sense to him. “The fact that I have no idea what I’m doing here?”
Die’s face split into a wide, amused grin. “So that’s what you’re all stressed about?” He couldn’t help but laugh at Toshiya’s embarrassed little nod. “The fact that we’re basically acting out the plot of every gay porn ever? Because I have to say, I personally am rather enjoying that part.”
Toshiya was more than a little confused, not to mention finding it a little hard to think with Die’s hands squeezing his hips in a very distracting way. “You do realize that I’ve never actually seen any gay porn, right? So it’s all about people being embarrassed and feeling insecure and…”
Die’s chuckle was deep and rich, his eyes warm with amusement. “Yes, because we’re all just bitchy like that.” He rolled his eyes at Toshiya’s embarrassed frown and slid in just a little closer, grin widening as he felt Toshiya’s cock brush against his belly, still rock hard in spite of his obvious embarrassment. Sliding his hands further around to Toshiya’s lower back, he slowly began to run them upwards, breathing his words out against Toshiya’s ear. “Now the actual plot looks more like this…lucky gay guy seduces super hot straight boy who’s never let another man touch him before.”
Toshiya drew in a sharp breath, suddenly finding it very difficult to speak. Or think, really. “So it’s a plus, me never having done this before? Even though I don’t really know what I’m doing?”
Die just grinned as he slid his hands into Toshiya’s hair and pulled his flustered friend’s face up enough for their eyes to meet. “Trust me, it’s not that hard to figure out, and I’ll be more than happy to provide detailed instructions as needed.”
Toshiya was still gasping as their lips met, because he could feel Die’s hard cock brushing against his bare stomach and it felt so good. Finally beginning to feel a little more confident, he slid his hands around Die’s hips, pulling him closer, and then up his back, marveling at how broad and strong it felt.
Die was grinning widely when he finally pulled back. “Oh, I think you’re going to do just fine.” He laughed at the sight of Toshiya’s flushed cheeks. “Who ever thought you’d be so shy, though?”
“Weren’t you shy, your first time?”
“Yeah” Die chuckled softly. “But then I was 19. I wasn’t sure I was even going to be able to get to the point of getting naked without just coming right there in my pants. So look on the bright side - you’re doing better than I was.”
“Only in that I don’t have any pants left to…stop laughing at me!”
Die just chuckled as he leaned in for a kiss. He was grinning widely when he pulled back. “Just let me enjoy how adorable you’re being, OK?” He cut Toshiya’s retort off with another kiss, unable to wipe the grin off his face as he felt the way all his friend’s protestation stopped the moment their lips met.
Toshiya was torn. On the one hand, he didn’t much like being called adorable while he was naked. “Hot” or “seductive”, sure, but “adorable” wasn’t quite the impression he’d been going for. On the other hand, it didn’t seem to be putting Die off the idea of having sex, so…
His thoughts took another little spiral into incoherence as Die’s hands trailed down his back, the sensation of fingernails on bare wet skin making him shiver, and then those hands were sliding over his ass and squeezing and he had another moment where he felt like he was about to lose it embarrassingly quickly.
Die pulled back with a grin, having heard the noise Toshiya made and felt the way every muscle in his body suddenly tensed and knowing exactly what it meant.
“Hey” He leaned in for a kiss, sliding his hands up Toshiya’s back in a gentler caress. “How about we get rid of some of that tension so you can actually relax and enjoy this?”
Toshiya looked back at him with and expression that was half incredulous and half hopeful. Surely he couldn’t already be offering to…
Die grinned at the look on Toshiya’s face. “See, I figured you’d like that idea” His smile widened as he slid his hand slowly down Toshiya’s stomach and around his erection and Toshiya gasped, staring back at him wide-eyed. “Why do you look so surprised? It’s not like you didn’t know that I liked cock.” He leaned in closer, close enough that he was speaking directly against Toshiya’s lips and he could feel his friend’s heart thumping in his chest. “Besides, it’s in my own best interests to have you let of some steam before you actually fuck me. Because with a body like yours you better have some staying power.”
Toshiya just gasped again, still staring into Die’s eyes, fascinated by this new and unexpected side of his old friend. Who’d have ever guessed that Die, as goofy as he often was, would be so confident in bed? It was a huge turn-on, this blatantly sexual side of Die’s personality, the realization that this side of Die’s personality had been there all along, it was just that he’d never had a reason to see it before.
He threw his head back and moaned as Die’s lips shifted to his neck. It occurred to him that it was a sign of how ridiculously turned on he was that even the sound of his head hitting the tiled wall wasn’t enough to distract him from the sensation of Die’s lips slowly trailing over his neck and then biting down on his shoulder. Big hands slid over his hips and pushed him back firmly against the wall, and then Toshiya was unable to contain his moan as Die began to kiss a trail down the middle of his chest, slowly sinking to his knees.
When Toshiya finally pulled himself together enough to look down he found Die looking right back at him. The expression on Die’s face…there was no question how much he was enjoying having Toshiya at his mercy. Grinning wickedly, he leaned forwards, maintaining eye contact with Toshiya the whole time, and ran his tongue over the slit in the middle of his friend’s cock.
Toshiya couldn’t take his eyes off Die, not even when his friend’s mouth slid further down his cock and the pleasure was almost blinding. It was just too overwhelming, the sight of Die like that, full lips wrapped around his cock, big beautiful eyes watching him through long eyelashes as the water beat down on his broad shoulders and plastered his hair to his face. There was nothing even slightly submissive about the look Die was giving him - that look made it absolutely clear that Die knew that he was in control and loved it, that he was watching Toshiya lose his mind and relishing every second of it.
That look was the last thing Toshiya saw before the pleasure was just too much and his eyes slid shut as orgasm washed over him, grateful for the firm grip on his hips because without it he might have fallen, totally overwhelmed by how easy it really was to do this with a man and wondering why the hell he hadn’t done it much sooner.