these are the worst times, I don't know what made me fall...maybe this last episode with mark? I don't know. Curtis just woke me up, he wants to go swimming and run around the yard. where he's from he can't run around too much, it's so crowded.
I told him I'd meet him there cuzx I wanted to talk.

Curtis just came to me.
He told me I'm getting worse.
He also told me that he's staying with me till I get better.
He's here with me.

In a way it's comforting to have him back.

yet again, i know I'm falling again because I can see him.

shambo shamba kanava sheviya iddyba shamba kada nava sheviya

hahahah Brian always has something funny to send me. this time he sent me a review Chet did of some Bible game, it's pretty fucking hilarious...i don't think he played the game.
check it out - Bible Adventures

and I got bored...again but..( i wear my sunglasses at night )

a conversation with my ( song bandit )

I'm still in a blagh mood. Even though peopole are telling me that he was way below my level and I should find someone better, it still bothers me why he's so pissed off at me for something I DIDN'T DO ( Read more... )

bEnPaNcEd87: why you makin up lies?
bEnPaNcEd87: what do you mean "just let it go"?
bEnPaNcEd87: ever since the next morning when i realized something i'd been over it
bEnPaNcEd87: that's why i havn't called again since
bEnPaNcEd87: i just want to wish you and jermemy the best of luck
bEnPaNcEd87: and if it isn't too much trouble, could you stop ( Read more... )

I don't know what one means by happy
I'm happy spasmodically
when I eat a chocolate turtle I'm happy
when the box is empty I'm unhappy
when I get another box
I'm happy again
happiness is a word for amateurs.

Tonight was fun at Chinese food.
( look )

Dear Mark,

I hate you so much. Just let it go. Don't be so immature. Don't expect me to really believe that it wasn't you on-line, I'm not that gullable.

You lost me, now deal.

From Cassi

P.S.
plus there's only one person I'm really going after, not a bunch of people.

I'm just the girl with sun in her eyes
too bad it's just a reflection of the love people show
I'm not your sun
I'm not the center of your universe nor do I want to be
every step you take I take 3 steps back

I'm scared
I'm confused
I'm just a girl
leave me alone

not such a good 2 am party.... ( Read more... )