it seems like no matter what I do, I always scare people away, and it's not fair!! Why can't I express my feelings and be understood yano? sometimes I don't feel the way i tell people i do. just like everyone else, my feelings change and people can't seem to fucking understand that ( Read more... )

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yeah, so work starts tomarrow. I've been all blagh lately ( Read more... )

I gotta go to a graduation party today, first it's one of Matt's friends then it's Julianne's graduation.

guess what?? ok don't guess..my birthday's coming up soon and here are things you can look for, for yours truly;

Lost Patrol - Songs in the Key of Resistance
Refused - this just might be the truth
Vast - visual Audio Sensory theatre
Noir box ( Read more... )

Mark isn't home yet.... I can't sleep. What if he's with her right now?

sing me a sweet song tonight...
sing me a new song tonight...

her language is so hard to learn...
there is a fire that burns inside her

I'm such a creep
you float like a feather in a beautiful world, i wish i was special, so fucking special, but I'm a creep...I'm a ( Read more... )

humanityinsanity: when was the last time you slow danced with someone?
XSheAsphyxiatesX: .....with a guy?
humanityinsanity: yeah
XSheAsphyxiatesX: wow.........6th grade
humanityinsanity: awwwwwww
XSheAsphyxiatesX: guys don't ask me to dance
XSheAsphyxiatesX: they think i'm too freaky :-[
humanityinsanity: hahahaha
humanityinsanity: i know you're ( Read more... )

New Layout

the other layout i had was the same as my ujournal, but yeah...i changed it

yeah, so my mom woke me up at like 5 to go strawberry picking about an hour away from my house, and it was blasted hot out. when i got home it was about 12-O-clock and i was tired so i took a nap.......i woke up around 7pm...so that's just great ( hint hint - sarcasim ) and now i'm gonna be up all night ( Read more... )

horay i finally got my live journal!! so yeah....yeah...add me and such, i'll just continue on from my where my Ujournal left off ( Read more... )