ok so the other day i posted an entry talking about how this guy i'm talking to was putting off meeting me, and not really talking to me that much, and i was getting impatient. well NOW he's trying to take things way too fast. we haven't even met yet, and he's calling me his boyfriend??? that is so ridiculous, and i hate it so much. but see the ( Read more... )

this is a really pointless entry, im just really bored. i have nothing to do as usual. anyways... i wanna meet this guy, but he doesnt seem to feel the same. he keeps putting it off. we had a pretty good conversation on the phone last night though, so i dont know. its confusing. and im getting really impatient already. i really think he just wants ( Read more... )

im talking to a 27 year old...
hahahahahahhahahahhahahahahaha
i feel nastyyy

i'm pretty sure i know who said this ( Read more... )

ok, i haven't written in here in 8 months. and that was during my Zeitgeist phase. alot has happened.. i guess. i turned 17, quit going to school, and have nooooo idea what i'm doing with my life. not that i did back then either. i got really drunk at hopes house before my birthday and now i'm not allowed over there anymore. unless i get my mom to ( Read more... )

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ive driven away all but about 4 friends
apparently, im "emo"
i feel like i have nothing
like my world has officially fallen apart
i cried in gym yesterday
and today after lunch
and today when i got home
so i guess "emo" could be appropriate now that i think about it
this isnt how i wanted high school to be
this isnt how i wanted my life to be

sooo.. the concert was amazing ( Read more... )

so now that he has a boyfriend, he cant talk to me?
fuck that.

and i fucking hate sanjaya.
his ass better be expecting some mail,
CAUSE IM SENDIN IN DAH LETTAHS BABY.

I hate everything right now ( Read more... )