My talking Jay dollie kept going off tonight from being banged around in my backpack. I just walked by my bag and the fucking thing went off by itself. I didn't touch it or anything. It just started talking at me. What my Jay dollie murders me in my sleep? That would be... well, that would be bad I think. Do you ever really want to listen to a cd ( Read more... )

Hey! I'm not dead! Yippee!I get to see my dogs today. Living away from them has been the one of the most difficult things I've had to do this year. I know that sounds really stupid but I'm very connected w/ my dogs. It's nice to come home and be greeted with such adoration and enthusiasm. One of my dogs, Beans, has gotten so excited at my arrival ( Read more... )

Hmmm, i think I may have a problem on my hands. There people barbequeing (sp?) out in the courtyard of my building and whatever sort of gas they are using is leaking into my room. The smell of it is really strong and I'm of getting sick from it. So, if I am found dead tommorrow from the inhalation of gas fumes, i want you all to know I wasn't ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Mozart's The Magic Flute and I feel a tad pissed. Mozart tends to repeat common musical themes and structures throughout all of his operas. Christ, the recitatives are almost identical from one opera to the next! Blah, I feel tired but I can't seem to shut my brain off and go to bed. I suppose it won't matter, I don't need to get ( Read more... )

I have seen hell and it is intermediate algebra. It's not that's difficult, quite the contrary actually. It's just hideously boring. I got really cute pair of new shoes yesterday and decided to wear them all day today. They're high heeled maryjanes and dammit if they're not the most adorable shoes I currently posess. However, wearing them proved to ( Read more... )

I just got back from class a little bit ago. We were to give summaries of the essays were assigned at the beginning of the term about the life of an important theater person. When assigning our class topic people, our teacher asked each of us whether we wanted someone alive or dead. I chose dead and ended up with Micheal Bennett (director/ ( Read more... )

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I think I need to stop drinking. I was drunk last night and didn't end up feeling very well. At least I sobered up quickly after I stopped drinking. Other than that I had a swell time last night. I haven't accomplished a thing today, however. The closest I've gotten is cutting up and freezing the strawberries that were about to go bad in my fridge ( Read more... )

Thought about the whole "lesbian" thing for most of the day. I still haven't come to any conclusion about it. While I enjoy thinking about sex with men (though somewhat less nowadays), I don't enjoy actually doing it. There are two possible explanations for this 1)I have serious issues about sex and men which prevent me from enjoying sex or 2) I'm ( Read more... )

I did something last night that made me think about a few things. I'm not going to go into detail about the event because, frankly, I was REALLY drunk and don't remember much of it. However, the fact that it happened made me think. I have decided to stop having sex for a bit. In my desire for deeper intimacy, I just end up screwing some one that I ( Read more... )