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I’m torn.
I’ve been chatting with a lovely guy on a dating app and we’re really hitting it off. He’s local, does the Fremont naked bike ride, and is almost age appropriate. He also loved the idea of non-cohabitating monogamy ( Read more... ) -
Over it.
Yesterday I made a decision. I had planned to continue in the NG until my contract ends. But yesterday as I was getting dressed I realized that I do not want to do this any more. So I decided that I’d stay no longer than I absolutely have to. My anniversary date is April 4th, 2025. I will be 10 days short of 20 years on that date. So I have to stay ( Read more... ) -
Um. What?
Just got off the phone with Michael. I’m reading too much into the conversation I’m sure, and I’m very much in my own head because of the med change. But it was interesting. He’s working on a house in Celebration (just outside of Orlando, populated by rich Disney fans and employees, I have a friend who lives there with her husband who is high up at ( Read more... ) -
Oof brain is bad
Drugs are not kicking in fully, just enough to kick the anxiety into high gear. I’m having some serious RSD and only just barely avoiding sending a message to the guy. It’s not a bad message, but it’s not a good time for me to send any. And I should have this talk with him in person or at least on the phone. Just want to clarify whether he’s still ( Read more... ) -
Slowly
Getting shit together this weekend. I installed the cookware rack and the towel rack, and have gotten the kitchen and bathroom mostly organized. Next is the office, then the living room, then my bedroom. The gym is going to wait. Maybe forever.
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ADHD brain stuff.
Because I overthink things when I’m not on meds, I’ve been having stuff going round and round in my head ( Read more... ) -
Self care weekend was a huge success
I did go back to the old house and the new apartment once each, but only for a few minutes at each. No real work was done ( Read more... ) -
No more keys
I’m out of the other house. Mostly. I still need to arrange to go pick up a couple of larger items that she doesn’t want left, but that’s not going to happen right away. Regardless, I have no keys and I’m basically done. Now I can concentrate on organizing this place for the next few days. Mostly I need to shove everything in the second bedroom, ( Read more... ) -
Got my stuff
All the big furniture was moved today. I left a lot behind that I’ll be putting on buy nothing later, because it just won’t fit. What I brought is going to be tight, but I think it’s going to work out. My first priority of course as setting up the bookshelf. It’s missing the photos and knick knacks that go on the top left shelf, but the books are ( Read more... ) -
So tired
I'm getting close to being done moving. Ish. Tonight after work I'm going back to pack up the rest of the office and the storage closet. I'll be spending the night there as the movers will be arriving between 8:30 and 9:30, and traffic sucks. I have an appointment Friday morning with Rebecca my PNP, and then I have to drive to Centralia to pick up ( Read more... )