fellowship decisions get mailed tomorrow ( Read more... )

i really don't need to be doing this right now.
and i need my perfect apartment to not be right around the corner from his house. literally.

i am frustrated.
i want to let it go, but part of me keeps saying that its a mistake
but really, waiting two months?
crazy.

I feel like all these bad things keep happening to me and the people around me the past couple of weeks.
i hope that it stops soon.
no more sicknesses and no more scary things happening to people.

i feel like time has rushed by and tons has happened since i got back from my trip ( Read more... )

went to the gym this morning
and felt so so great
and then my mom called
and told me my cat might be dying.
*sigh*
waiting for more test results.

amazing trip home
life is looking good these days
people are moving to the east bay which is great
some from near and some from far
but it all makes me a really happy mama

i am exhausted ( Read more... )

i can't stop thinking about penis ( Read more... )

oh god.
my head is pounding.
very hungover.
and i slept with a man last night.
which has me very very confused.