an honest to blog
I need to do this for my own mental health.... I need to write what's been bothering me...
How am i to trust and believe anyone ever if I am told one thing and then basically lied to about it to my face. This may seem like its out of nowhere but its not..... We all discussed that a certain sensitive situation was supposed to be between the 4 people involved. Out of decency...because i actually respect that, i will not use any names but i will share what was said when conversed with some one about the situation
Me: we are all handling it differently. I just know, for now, it should be kept between me, and the three others
Me: because that who it seriously affected the most
Them: and i respect that
they said they respected it..but they have continued to get involved. Misconstruing things beyond belief.
Me and the other parties wished it would just stop. Its our issue. Just leave it be...Go on to do your thing, let us handle this... If you care of respect us at all, just please...stop.
That is for the last I will talk about it. I am going on to try to fix this friendship whether people really care for this person or not.
On another note: It was the two year anniversary of my board extremewrecklessness. The people who truly appreciate it had kind words to say. The others that just show up, peer at it and leave of course didn't care to say anything...I honestly don't think they care at all. And if thats the case...I feel like maybe they should just move on. Why keep a negative stigma around it. Uh...that's how i feel.
Well...that sums up this blog for the most part....
Oh wait... Heel Jeff equals <3
That fat AJ drawing is a fucking win
And Ian (sausageholder as "someone" would say) Somerhalder is making me crazy!
Ok..now that's it.... UNTIL LATER
How am i to trust and believe anyone ever if I am told one thing and then basically lied to about it to my face. This may seem like its out of nowhere but its not..... We all discussed that a certain sensitive situation was supposed to be between the 4 people involved. Out of decency...because i actually respect that, i will not use any names but i will share what was said when conversed with some one about the situation
Me: we are all handling it differently. I just know, for now, it should be kept between me, and the three others
Me: because that who it seriously affected the most
Them: and i respect that
they said they respected it..but they have continued to get involved. Misconstruing things beyond belief.
Me and the other parties wished it would just stop. Its our issue. Just leave it be...Go on to do your thing, let us handle this... If you care of respect us at all, just please...stop.
That is for the last I will talk about it. I am going on to try to fix this friendship whether people really care for this person or not.
On another note: It was the two year anniversary of my board extremewrecklessness. The people who truly appreciate it had kind words to say. The others that just show up, peer at it and leave of course didn't care to say anything...I honestly don't think they care at all. And if thats the case...I feel like maybe they should just move on. Why keep a negative stigma around it. Uh...that's how i feel.
Well...that sums up this blog for the most part....
Oh wait... Heel Jeff equals <3
That fat AJ drawing is a fucking win
And Ian (sausageholder as "someone" would say) Somerhalder is making me crazy!
Ok..now that's it.... UNTIL LATER