sometimes i just wish i was invisable. it would make things better and no one would have to deal with me. i know some of my friends hate me at time. because i am depressed alot and all i do is complain. i really am not sure if i wanna go to college. but i dont know what else to do. i also want to quit my job after xmas and work at strawberries or ( Read more... )

ahahaha guess what? me band has two new members yes! they are alec and mike.. the freshmens. but it ok cuz they r kool. alec plays guitar and mike plays bass. wonderful. went to the the bloody market with meghan!! it was righteous

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The 1st thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me... finding a Christmas tree ( Read more... )

Okay so last night at work didnt go that great. first the computers started freezing on me and i wanted to just fucking scream. but alas i behaved. then i got home and Barbie was yelling at me about an attitude problem i supposedly have. it's like my mom is fucking bipolar or something. she probably is i mean i wouldnt doubt it. i have to get it ( Read more... )

so ya in class. sitting btwn meg and uh meg. lol im in Meg sandwhich. i say it out loud yet no one laughs... *sigh* and i just read the most discusting and disturbing thing ever. Gah i wish i could cut out my eyes now ( Read more... )

Slowly she lays dying ( Read more... )

Main Entry: slut Pronunciation: 'sl&tFunction: nounEtymology: Middle English slutte1 chiefly British : a slovenly woman ( Read more... )

im not going to cry. i refuse to let myself become vunerable again. i wish i got set the pieces of my broken heart on fire. so i can never fall in love again. and if you're reading this...you know who you are. FUCK YOU! if you come near me ever again ill kill you. and they'll send me to an institution and i dont care. to see the look on ur face ( Read more... )

ok so first got called in to stay later for work when i had planned to attend shmegs party. i really wanted to go. i got her present and had a nice outfit picked out. i really am sorry. she doesnt noe how much. but i tried to tell her. i really wanted to be there bc im the best friend and i should be there. but now i guess im just a bad friend. :( ( Read more... )