i hate the tanning salon. i was there for 45 minutes, and i didnt even get to go tanning cause they let 2 ppl who got there after me go in the bed b4 me. wtf. so i yelled at the girl and left cause i have to go to work soon. fucking pisses me off.
my stomach really hurts, and im getting sick of being sick. like shoot me in my face.
i love how ( Read more... )

do you ever wish you could make someone happy? just take all their pain away and make things better, and make them smile?

i wish i could do that.

fuck.

i guess im gonna go outside and smoke a cigarette in my own lonesome.

cool.

ask yourself, what is the purpose of anything ( Read more... )

ok one of my best friends decides not to talk to me anymore because he has to get over me. i understand that. i understand its hard for him to be friends with me, but at the same time its hard for me to be without him. is it really fair that i cant talk to one of the only people i trust? i didnt realize how much this would hurt until it happened. ( Read more... )

whenever i am happy, when things in my life are good, when im actually getting along, things get fucked up. It always feels like i did something to cause it. I wouldnt feel so bad if i didnt feel like this was my fault, but i feel like the instigator, the stupid fucking bitch who doesnt know when to back off, and it hurts, because...because i care ( Read more... )

so i just had a fire drill, gay.
i went home for the weekend, it was ok. i got some stuff done and i worked, and saw some peeps, it was cool.
uh, its weird how you can feel a connection with someone, and then, they just stop talking to you.....
i was gonna do like alot of hw today, but instead i like took a really long nap...and watched tv, and im ( Read more... )

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im used to getting stood up. it seems its just gonna keep on happening too. It seems like everything is fucked up. and im tired of sitting here wasting my days away. i need something more than this, but i dont know when its going to come, or if it ever will, but for now, im stuck here in this miserable place.

i am too gullable. I fell for someone, who i didn't even have any intrest in what so ever, he made me believe he liked me, and he cared about me...then out of no where he stopped calling and stopped caring. Now i can't get him out of my head and everyday i think about him and it hurts. I think about how happy i was for just that little while and ( Read more... )