As if my life couldn't get any worse, i'm grounded for life. My mother told me this weekend that i am "the biggest mistake of her life" yea, i feel great about that. I'm not supposed to be online or the phone, so i go to twin's lol. But i can answer the phone if people call me, so please call and save me!!!!! Plus i was told i don't deserve ( Read more... )

Been a while! LJ never works for me! Let's see, i'll go back to last friday. I was getting ready to go out with Rach and Barbara to the BitH show and the phone rings, it's for me. I was talking to the guy (he works for the Neely House) about setting up a meeting...then it hit me...IT WAS MICHEAL J. FOX!!!!!i like spazzed, and he was like "does ( Read more... )

Yea, another shitty day. I can't take it anymore, been crying non-stop since Sunday, half the time i don't even know why anymore. My family is impossible to get along with, i'm giving up. I'm tired of not doing anything right. I'm sick of being the one blamed for everything. Nothing is good enough for them, they won't even talk to me. I tell ( Read more... )

Ok, i know i haven't updated in a while, and i will, when i get time. I just wanted to update to say thanks to Ray, he's the best! I was talking to him online, and he was like "what's wrong?" and i was like "nothing, why?" and he said "you're obviously upset, tell me what's wrong" then told me to get offline, he called and i cried to him for over ( Read more... )

Alright, Chris sent me an email Saturday, this is part of it "Look, this is hard for me to say, but, I love you, but, not how you think. I love you more than as a sister." So then i talked to him, but had no idea what i was gonna do. I only love him as a brother. I didn't want to hurt him cuz i just helped him get over his first heartbreak and ( Read more... )

Been a while since i updated, here's a quick review. Saturday and Sunday were hockey days (couldn't go to the Bruins practice cuz of my game~heard it sucked though, and they couldnt' sign autographs) Went to the trainer Saturday, he said my arm was healing, should still get a cast, but it should be healed completely in 2-3 weeks. Sunday i went ( Read more... )

ok, so maybe not hate, despise? no, that's not right, mad at? yea, that works...I'M MAD AT SCOTT! "people make their own choices, so i'm not gonna stand in the way of you making a STUPID, DUMB, MORONIC choice" GRRRR! i can't stand him sometimes! I spent all last night thinking about what he said. Rach, you told on me! lol, and Jenn~no saying ( Read more... )

Talked to Ray last night, called him flipping out LOL. He thought it was funny, then rubbed it in my face that he's seen Joe naked, and Kyle, and Bysie, and Donnie and kept going... GERK! haha! So i was saying goodnight, and here's the convo ( Read more... )

Yes! Gotta love when Kyle gets pissed playing! He had some words tonight, don't remember who it was with. Snuck in, as usual. Here's my 2 highlights...I MET SCOTTIE GOMEZ! (LOVE HIM!) AND SAW JOE THORTON IN ONLY SPANDEX!!!!!!! (BIG BOY! LOL) Hell fucking yeah! i saw Scottie Gomez before the game, love him soo much. I was just looking in his ( Read more... )

HAHA! Guess what i found out tonight! Little Ryan Bourque has a crush on me!!!!! How cute is that? That quote's from Chris, he spilled the beans lol. Funniest kids ever! I call little Ryan Kiddo, so now it's in his profile and everything, he won't let anyone else call him kiddo. Plus, he has a teddy bear that he's had since he was little, he ( Read more... )