So what I said a couple of months ago about school and two dead end jobs... I wasn't accepted into any programs this go around, which sucks, such a blow to my ego, but at the same time, I am glad. I probably would have freaked if I was accepted. I mean I am already reevaluating which direction I want to go with graduate school, so I have a bit of ( Read more... )

I tend to say "I'm not sure why" and "I don't know why" a lot lately. I trying to just give myself a fail safe of sorts. I am in a strange point in my life, feeling emotions I have long forgotten about, a feeling of losing my way. I want to say I need someone by my side, I need my amazing man to help me through whatever this is. But that isn't it. ( Read more... )

I graduated with a Bachelor's of Science in Psychology in December. I held my degree for the first time two days ago. It was an odd moment, to hold a paper that I had work for 4 years to get. Countless papers, hours of studying, reading, researching, writing, late nights for that. Now, I am waiting to hear from graduate schools. I received two ( Read more... )

Just occurred ( Read more... )

Senior year of college. Starting in six days.
That in itself is crazy enough for me. This year though, I want to do something that will make a difference, something that matters.
I'm not talking anything crazy, but just something that will get me recognized for something great, something academic. 
I have a standing date with the University of ( Read more... )

 I'm not sure if there is a feeling quite as real as crying while walking in the rain with your head down.
A reality check. A much needed one. And that was the result. 
I cannot say that I have ever been in a lower point in my life.
As tough as I know it will be to claw my way back out of this massive grave I have dug myself,
I'll do it.
I have to.
I ( Read more... )

 There is so much on my mind right now, I just wish I was able to get it all out ( Read more... )

 I've lived in Denton for almost three weeks and there is no sign of a homesick feeling ( Read more... )

 Almost five years fly by and I'm posting again?
Thank you Ivanna for putting the idea of livejournal back in to my head.
Though reading through past entries has been incredibly embarrassing, awkward, and just plain depressing, I feel it was necessary to realize how far I have come from that lonely and depressed girl that I use to be. 
Close friends ( Read more... )

So I spilled blush wine on a lady today.. and ruined her outfit.
I cried.
♥