purple fish flying through aquamarine cotton candy in my eyeballs...

[bitslapper]

yeah, that's kinda what it feels like when the world is this surreal due to lack of sleep... last night clocked in at a grand 2 hours. it's almost not even painful anymore... it just *is*. not the lot i *want* to accept in my life, but it's kinda shaking out that way

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Hey Slappy!

[leolovesvegas]

I hear ya and the VERY same here.... just beat. I found an apt woo-hoo and moving out months end. Hope you are well and your Lil one. Take care and drop a line sometime stranger!
Laney xo

[fishing_nazi]

Liquor always works for me....let me guess - were the two hours between 12:00 and 2:00???? :)

[bitslapper]

heh... actually, yes, they were... and liquor never works very well for me, 'cause it's not really *sleep*...

[djoyusone]

Sleeping pills, liquor - maybe both? Whatever it takes, get some sleep!

[bitslapper]

DEFINITELY not both... i was looking to sleep, not kill myself... heh... i took the sleeping pill, left the alarm clock off, and slept for almost 13 hours... it was *most* welcome, and highly necessary... now, to get a decent (but not excessive) night of sleep tonight to complement it...

[swingingclogs]

Try reading work reference manuals?

[bitslapper]

heh... the sleeping pill (and shutting off the phone and not setting an alarm) worked quite well... now what i *REALLY* need to do is set myself a bedtime and a set of nighttime routines, and STICK to them. that'll be tougher than it seems, i think... :|