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[bitsofbeauty]

E-mails from those I love pour into my inbox with questions like: "Where are you?" and "What about you?"
They say: "I miss you" and "I think about you" and "It's been a while"
And even as I read the words, I can feel myself folding further inwards.

Isolation-once a dreaded enemy-has become a devoted companion,
Welcomed with smiles and tears and

Comments

[fairbrtl]

part of me wants to let you know that if you need me to, you know i will leave you alone. as much as it makes me want to cry, my dedication to you forces me to give you what you want. But I was unaware of these entries as I have not been on lj and thus unaware of your need. Is it a need or a want? And where does it come from do you think? Is it a good thing or bad? I don't know how to react because I don't understand the source of this alien (to me) feeling.

and part of me screams I AM NEVER GOING TO GO AWAY. MY NEED FOR YOU WILL NEVER EBB. YOU HAVE A RESPONSIBILITY TO ME AND YOU PROMISED ME!!!!!!!!!!

and yet another part reads your dreams and worries: I will not leave you lying on the pavement. I will never give up on you. You have a life to live and if you die tomorrow how will you have spent your last days? Find motivation somewhere or I will come home and force it upon you.

[bitsofbeauty]

Tess! I just sent you an e-mail. I actually wrote the e-mail in response to yours before I even saw this. Otherwise I would have comforted your a lot more

[fala7a]

well thats settled then :)
love you tess xxxxxx
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