I'm Not Sure How I'm Still Standing

[bitsofbitsy]

     Once you've been sitting at the bottom of a hole (you dug yourself) for a few weeks, the tendency is to just continue sitting there.  You don't want to get up or get out because it seems like climbing anywhere would be too much effort.  I'm only this lazy when no one is awake, and usually my disposition is sunnier.  However, I'm worried that

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Hello there

[arsonade]

hehehe you're an on-air radio host? I feel like I've stumbled onto fame here :o)
I'm kind of feeling somewhat of the same thing, just turned 19 (as you noticed hehehe, thanks for that)
and I can't help remembering back to when I was a little kid and had decided that by 20 I would have taken the academic world by storm, or the world, or something, not that I remember much from when I was 7, (too much partying?)
anyway, I'm working against that blasted mediocracy as well, I switched into a double major in Philosophy and Sociology because I wanted to learn in school...hopefully I can make some kind of money, but thats not what I'm worried about. Its a sad thing when I read other students articles and my first thought is "shit, that was beautiful, wow I suck."
mer, I'll leave the ranting for my journal should I ever decide to come back to it.
Anyway, good luck :o) its nice to know someone remembered my birthday other than family and roommates, especially someone who I barely knew.
maybe I'll come back and that will change.
-Adam

[bonzogonzales]

You know, I think everyone falls into a hole from time-to-time. The important thing is not how you got there or how long it lasts, but what you do when you get out. The most successful people are those who experience life's setbacks early on.