drell's birthday tonight. then blood brothers show. then making smores. Im excited.

fuck yes. your just jealous.

thesummerisgone: i love you too. *sometimes its the little things that make you cry. I love my brother very much. I wish I could be around him more. he's pretty much the coolest dude around.*

this year is very different from last year. I spent my valentines day curled up on the couch, snuggled under blankeys, hugging lindsey and balling my eyes out while we watched "the notebook." that movie, a walk to remember, and pearl harbor, are the saddest movies ever ( Read more... )

today was a relatively good day. I woke up this morning at like 9 ish to an empty house, where I had myself a bowl of yogurt and a glass of grape juice and watched some music videos, which I normally cant do because paul is in charge of the remote for the TV. anyways, my dad came home at like 1030, and we decided to go to jacob/sams basketball game ( Read more... )

soooo lets see, life goes on, things are changing. ryan and I are still shit but I decided I forfeit. today was a normal day at school, but the raining was sad. I hung out with sam deasy for a little while. we went down to wendys and then watched jacobs basketball practice. one kid on his team looks like a friggin chicken, and a guy on the 10th ( Read more... )

yeah, so Im pretty much ache-ing for him right now...

you know, him.

my boy.

my ryan.

Im updating again, because I have nothing better to do. Im back at pauls house, and watching the movie from dawn until dusk. its the second time Ive seen it, and its seriously the most disgusting movie ever, next to the fly. but its kind of addicting. even at the parts where you want to puke your guts out, you cant help but keep looking at the ( Read more... )

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all week I have been hanging out with different people, doing different things, just being glad that I got past everything. I dunno, life is good.

on friday night, I went to andrews. we chilled. we smoked. we walked. we talked. out of everything I have been through, its nice to know I still have andrew. hes exactly the same as I remember him.