update
working at forest city park / pool ... its not badd better than busting my ass at friendlys... so im doing that 40 hrs a week and 
waitressing at LI Cheeseburger up the block from my house on sun mon and tues nightss to make some extra cashhh
finally some $ coming my wayy hahahha... summers been goood.

everyone came to visit... beach.... ( Read more... )

i just watched the movie Crash

one of the best movies i have ever seen.

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world

ever question the timing of something? its so strange because sometimes things happen at the perfect time and other things can happen at the worst time.  timing is everything isnt it? or is it? then you usually wonder the meaning behind the timing but sometimes, it doesnt even mean anything ( Read more... )

so i just got back from blue and gold... its just funny cause it just brought back so many memories and so many feelings... it was weird to just be there with my family --- not a lot of people from my year was there and i miss that.
it made me think you know i miss home and i love long island and i miss my friends here and all but.... i feel like ( Read more... )

tears wont stop...
how am i supposed to say goodbye to some of my best friends in the world

home tomorrow .......for the summer

cant get over it

you know sometimes i focus so much on stupid things that i neglect what good has happened this year..

so you know what... these are the things i have accomplished this year, my sophomore year of college.
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dean's list fall semester (spring semester pending...)

ralph scholar

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second semester =


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haha to the last entry

oh mann what a semester. i have nothign to complain about. good grades, got a few awards this semester, a lot of good friends, healthy family. its just like.. i dont really know why or maybe i do but i dont know how to feel. i mean nothing MAJORLY FATALLY bad happened but there have been some changes... people not being here, ( Read more... )

everyone is concerned with their own damn lives in this world. no one stops to think about anything no one thinks, hey maybe this isnt good ro hey maybe i should check how someone feels about something first. NO. i am so sick of this shit. i am so fed up with people being stupid. when are they going to learn. i am so fed up that i dont even know ( Read more... )