i really love my friend C. she is grate.... most of the time. We play RPGS been playing the same one for fucking years. i usually end up the GM. i am stuck playing a character i don't like and i am trying hard to make him a character i can play; named doyle. her character is in love with him. he doesn't fall instantaneously in love with her or ( Read more... )

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/paganbitchslap/

it is open to the public. so if you wanna see the place just follow the link. maybe i am being unjust but i doubt it!

can we agree that computer ability or rather familiarity with computers has NOTHING to do with reading comprehension?

i am part of paganbitchslap. it is place where pagans can talk as they please as long as they respect others religious choice. easiest explanation is that the owner wants the members to treat it like your favorite coffee shop or ( Read more... )

new fantasy... a leash and collar to fit a man's genitals and a man willing to let me do it.
haven't gotten further than that. but it is an interesting start

what to do? what to do ( Read more... )

R was concerned since i hadn't had period in 2 months i was pregs. i am not. only a little disappointed but not really. i know that i couldn't handle another. can't handle what i got right now. things with R are not at there best and i don't know if i want to stay with him. so there are lots of good reasons to not have a kid but i still miss ( Read more... )

naughty me. didn't put something down last night. oh well ( Read more... )

the afternoons after my son, N, are the worst part of my day. i don't know how to help him. i am so aware how many mistakes i made out of fear, fear of the anger, yelling and punishment from myOWN childhood. i hadn't gotten over with it in the slightest before i had him ( Read more... )

applied for a job today. didn't get it because i was 7 key-stokes short of what they were looking for. i took me 3 tries to get that. i got better with each try but wasn't given a forth chance. oh well. part of me doesn't want a job i am FINALLY USED TO being a homemaker. but i am evil. i make my poor R clean up and do laundry on his day off. well ( Read more... )

just checking in so i can do something weird.... develop a habit, a good one. i have had journals before but i usually gave them up because i want my stuff read. is it ego at work ( Read more... )