OH.MY.GOSH. i forget i could get this nervous.....i'm freaking out.....a lot. so much that i almost didn't sleep at all between classes and i actually found an open couch-- much more comfortable...oh man oh man oh man. okay.....i'm done freaking out....on here...for now ( Read more... )

i can't wait until next weekend when i can finally start thinking (and writing) about stuff other than speech....but until then it's kind of consuming my mind. this is it. tomorrow and next week are what my 4 years of speech have all been leading up to. and i'm incredibly anxious. i need to be nervous though. i wasn't nervous at you lucky dog ( Read more... )

i love skipping pseo classes and sleeping in. i love being in my pajamas until 4 pm just to make up for having to wake up at 4 am yesterday. i love that yesterday was actually warmer than it was supposed to be. i love that it was sunny and bright out. i love that it's still sunny and bright out ( Read more... )

i'm sorry....i have to.

i know i know....a doule post AND it's another speech one....

but...i've been....tinkering around....

last year's info finalists at state....1st and 2nd were sophomores, 3rd was a junior, i was a junior. the rest were seniors.

1st and 2nd both switched to great speeches this year!!!!!

wooot i'm getting excited :)

HAPPY EASTER ( Read more... )

this was not a good idea ( Read more... )

ok...remember september....when i needed a baby picture for the yearbook? and remember how i found that we have no baby pics of me. and remember how upset i was b/c my parents kept showing me pictures of kaja and telling me they were me ( Read more... )

ok new plan ( Read more... )

ugh why does the "insert a picture" thing not work on here?? well, if you want to see the dress i can't get and still can't get over, you can go to http://s11.photobucket.com/albums/a180/KarTar/?action=view¤t=dreamdress.jpg but i'm sure you're not as obsessed with it as i am, so whatever. if it was just $40 cheaper i would totally switch to ( Read more... )

i love my red prom dress. really, i do. but...then i tried on a [more expensive] blue satin dress today and fell in love with it. now i want it but i can't get it :( it's going to be hard to get over it. it felt really nice on my skin...all soft and satiny....(i know my red one's satin too but it's not as....flowy?) and it has a low cut back and it ( Read more... )