So I've been told I haven't updated in a while, which I realize I haven't. Decemeber 26th. Things haven't looked up yet. I never did go see those two people. Right now I'm watching Garden State and I'm really kind of freaked out because Natalie Portman's character is a lot like me. I mean like seriously, wow. So anyways I've been really grumpy and ( Read more... )

So here I am..sitting in the senior lounge at work. Bored out of my mind. I just got done busting my ass cleaning this skanky looking place. So I am now covered in dust and other peoples' sweat (yum I know). And I was just reflecting on somethings. The people who truly care about you and love you show it. Fuckhead (as I am now denoting him) didn't ( Read more... )

I have a few things I figured would be awesome for x-mas!!!!

* Bellydancing work out video
*one of these books
- Stripper's Guide to looking great naked
-Memoirs of a Geisha
-1000 Dreams Interpreted
*cute picture frames

and thats all I can think of.. Hope that helps :)

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Inspired by Sarah I'll list somet things I want for x-mas:

NOTHING DONT BUY ME A DAMN THING!

Actually I love the rain, but that song was/is stuck in my head and it kind of fits so I put it as the title. Anywho I've been keeping some thoughts to pretty much myself lately and I think it maybe time to release them. I fear if I dont I'll keep dissociating from myself. And not the normal kind where you go for a short walk and don't remeber it. ( Read more... )

I knew that coming home for Thanksgivng would do me good, but I had no idea how much good. My mom and I are a lot better... It has taken a while to get up here.. but we're hear and I'm so happy. My family is happy. My aunt and unlce are finally getting along (12 years later). I've missed my dog, my cousin will probably be engadged soon. Other than ( Read more... )

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy
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Okay my sole purpose for writing this is not to piss anyone off. Then again not very many people are going to be reading it, heh. Lately things just seem off, like once again I'm outside of this circle that I thought I was a part of. Apparently not though. Tell me why everytime I or Sarah have something to say there is always some sort of a ( Read more... )

So I'm really through with the shit. What in life have I honestly done to deserve the shit I'm put through?? Honestly like I told Pumperkin.. I'm really fearful of my boat sinking. I know there are other things in life I need to focus on, and I really am focusing on those other things. School is my top priority right now, but that doesn't make the ( Read more... )