The Final Call...

[bittersweetjen]

..... It's been awhile since I've last written in this journal, and boy, does it bring back old memories. Some cherish-able ones, and others I'd like nothing more than to forget. But every once in awhile I come back to reminisce on past entries for the purpose of getting more acquainted with myself in hopes of answering the questions that's been

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[anonymous]

Believe me when I say that you are the single most important thing to me. I understand your frustration, don't ... think I haven't picked up on the behavioral signs, I am a very observant person. With that being said, I will not force you to say anything, but know that I will wait for you as long as you need me to if you just tell me that there's still a chance for you and me. You are my pride and joy, my perfection, and I promise you that no one will ever love you as much as I love you...

Yours truly.

[bittersweetjen]

Mike,
I don't doubt your words one bit, but it takes time for one to take it all in and figure things out for oneself. I need that. Call me selfish, but I want to be straight-forward with you. I think I'm destined for greater things in life, and I know that your career forces you to be wrapped up in yourself, but it displeases me to know that you would allow me to sacrifice my dreams and goals for your own self-seeking interests...

You say that you want to be my friend, be the person I can confide in and share stories with, and I want that as well, but I can't afford to invest in this friendship anymore if you keep making emotional strikes at me. I want nothing more than to be back to the way we were before, filled with laughter and smiles. But a lot has changed since we've parted, and the sooner you accept that, the sooner we can be friends again. I miss you. I miss us, but just not in that way anymore.

I'm so sorry...