just got done eating a bunch of oreos and milk. hit the spot....and i am now 98% better today, which is a good sign.

im off to mommy's...real update to come...

wow, today (for lack of a better word) sucked. i went to bed around 11 cuz i felt so nauseaous (sp?) and was close to just outright fainting. i was awoken at 5:30 to see if i could go to school. i could barely move, it hurt so much and it didnt help that i had zero energy. so i fell back asleep and didnt wake up until 12:30 for a dentist ( Read more... )

i have a sore throat and a pounding headache and have the dizzy-on-the-verge-of-fainting feeling every now and then ( Read more... )

( stolen from kelly )

im scared...

im scared of breaking up with stan. i love him to death, and id never in my right mind break up with him. but if that day comes, im scared of how i would react to it...

im scared of losing all of my "friends." i thought i had a bunch of friends, mainly the ones i invited to my bday party ( except mina, gill, and marie). i feel like ( Read more... )

(sorry for any typos, im typing this on my mom's computer and her keyboard is really screwed up ( Read more... )

just got back from the recital like 30min ago...i did alright, better in "dust" than i thought i would do. but whatever, its done and over with. i can now look forward to learning the dance to "phantom of the opera" in modern. yay!

well im tired so i think i'll go to bed early...nighty night young'uns

i diagnosed myself with borderline personality disorder today...i was flippin through the health book, and came across mental illnesses and disorders. i read the definition for BPD and i fit it so well.

yay, dance recital tomorrow. im sooo prepared..yeah right. but stan and my parents will be there, so ill be dancing for something ahh, im soo ( Read more... )

hmm, not much to update...school was same old, same old. we finished watching "the notebook" in english, and paps, ween, and i had a sort-of crying fest. but it is definately one of my favorite movies. and yay! i didnt have to play my scales :D ( Read more... )

( stolen from jill )