except that would be no fun if i didnt tell you some of the details ( Read more... )

lately i feel like i could break into tears at any moment ( Read more... )

apparently i had to work at 830, my mom woke me up to tell me this at 845, when someone from work called. so i finally made it into work at like 930. haha i take my time getting to work when i am late. and then i take 1/2 hour breaks when they're only supposed to be 15 minutes ( Read more... )

lately to me life seems to be about control. controlling yourself, and in turn that will eventually lead to the control of others.
and by control i mean not doing the easier thing, doing what you know is right, always. never slip up because it will always bite you in the ass ( Read more... )

i dont know if it is paranoia or reality ( Read more... )

just got back from my basketball banquet. the final supper. hahha no, it was my last basketball banquet. and i didnt even get teery eyed. but i have cryed already about this, and i am done being sad about it ( Read more... )

i've been having the weirdest fucking dreams lately ( Read more... )

mike has a friend that resembles jesus, but his name is taylor. and he is a very nice kid. seems a little more mature than mike. too bad he is not as attractive. ohh and taylor knows this girl named Haley that i worked with like 2 summers ago. and she doesnt live in the area, shes just a summer girl. so thats a funny coincidence ( Read more... )

i've been like weight obsessing for the past week or so. and i was doing SO damn good ( Read more... )

" i dont wanna be the filler if the void is souly yours" alanis morsette

people's dependence on others makes me sick sometimes. particularly when its on me. they dont have a concept of who i am or who i want to be. but hey i am nice and shit so lets love me? NO. i am sorry. that is not how things work PEOPLE.

and i am not talking about mike.