so yea im in study hall right now as i type... all day long they keep prayin for my cousin and her family and they mourn the loss... i completely understand that her loss is bigger then mine but i still lost an uncle and no one seems to care that im hurting other then joanna sarena beeca cari amanda and flannery ( Read more... )

I hate my Fuckin MOM! Cold Hearted BITCH!!!!!

so yea... im not havin a good night... shes a fuckin bitch! i cant exspress that enough!!!!!!!

she has the nerve of her fat ass to tell me im fat! that fukcin bitch lets jus say next time she says that there is now commandment that will keep me from kickin her ass ive done it once ill do it again... ( Read more... )

Woot Woot we're gonna go bowling!!!! lol me andi maggie and alex~ shigidy shigidy shwa! lol omg! last nite into the early morning! lol ummm 2 am lol so much for tryin to get back on track for school! lol we gonna be tired tomorrow~ lol me and andi would sit there and talk and alex would sleep, then as soon as i fall asleep alex wakes up and starts ( Read more... )

Mark William Braatz ~ March 27th, 1955 -- January 1st, 2005

Your in the arms of the angels... may you find some comfort there... <3

And i know your shining down on me from heaven

Like so many friends we've lost along the way

And i know eventually we'll be together

Together...

One Sweet Day...

Eventually I'll see you in heaven! <3

Beeca said the ( Read more... )

HOK so i spent the night at crys's like you read previously lol and had a blast! watchin flash files and t.v. and moooovies lol but during this fun day i was called by josh krause lol and he asked to come over for movies wit Beeca, Tom, George, and himslef of course its his house lol i was a lil bit sceptical about goin... but it turned out awesome ( Read more... )

Disorder Rating Information ::

Paranoid: Moderate

Schizoid: Moderate

Schizotypal: Moderate

Antisocial: Moderate

Borderline: Very High

Histrionic: High

Narcissistic: High

Avoidant: Moderate

Dependent: Very High

Obsessive-Compulsive: High

ok so today started out ok... i got up and i guess my mom had to go to work but i had to go run to old navy real quick before they put these awesome pants back out on the rack so yea first my dad takes her to her work by bayshore and then takes me all the way to browndeer then drives back and gives me 9 bucks and was like go get lunch from bayshore ( Read more... )

Well today wasn't how i hoped it would be me and my mom were supposed to have a gurls day out but we woke up late.. meaning we couldn't go to alterra by the lake to see def and aaron and jen and adam... so yea... so we went to bayshore instead and got some good coffee i gots meself a Vanilla Carmel Au Leit YUMMAY! lol and my mom got a carmel royale ( Read more... )

Ok today right before i left for the mall wit maggie and andi my dad got a phone call sayin the my uncle was now given weeks instead of days to live. so it was a relief... but since maggie was runnin late to come get me i was talkin to andi on the phone and then anna called so i quick switched over and she was like check your mail so i ask my dad ( Read more... )

Well just about a good 25 min. ago my aunt mary ann called the house... here i thought in my high hopes something good happened... well lets just say... thats only in my dreams now... umm my dad got off the phone wit her and told me and my mom that marky wont make it past the 31st... and that there is no point prying for a mircale the doctors said ( Read more... )