I've been watching the days go by, day after day, not writing in this thing. I haven't written for the whole month of december, yet, I hadn't written in it... This past semester, especially towards the end had been some of the most difficult times I've faced. I don't really know why. I had this semester in the palm of my hand. I could do no ( Read more... )

So I think I filled my gay quota for the week. I just finished having lunch with Robert, a past professor of his, Travis, Travis's friend Roger, and another acquaintance, Jon. Roger is very moderate in his disposition, and eventhough Travis is fairly nelly, he's a professional, he has meaningful things to talk about, and is very knowledgeable ( Read more... )

I haven't been posting lately because my internet is out up at studio. When you get a virus on your computer up at school, they kick you off the server until the problem is fixed. I have anti-virus software, so as soon as I was booted off, I ran the software and removed the spyware, but you still have to get someone to put you back on the system ( Read more... )

So Friday night was basically a bust. I went to a fairly lame-o house party, left early because the people I was with were also acting lame-o, didn't want to go anywhere else, so I went home to sleep. Saturday was better, I ended up going as Steve...as in adam and steve for Halloween. The costume consisted of two layers of brown tights, which ( Read more... )

racism is racism is racism.

you can slice it
you can dice it
you can smother it in "oh but it's funny"

but there are some things(words,etc) that should be stripped from everyone's minds via microwaves from space.

i was scanning through my italian dictionary today, and discovered that the n-word was the first word on a page, and therefore ( Read more... )

così ho conosciuto un professore vederò in italia, ma ho dimenticato il suo nome. non era vitale o l'atro uomo...penso si chiama emiliano. questo professore ho parlato con noi dei nostri progetti. non era un grande aiutato, ma era figo. il mio progetto con ignacio sta andando bene. lavoramo bene insieme, e ci piace lavorare molto, quale è ( Read more... )

i realize that i'm not as suave as i think i am, or used to be. not so much in the guy department, i've never considered myself to be suave with guys...i just so happen to get them in bed all the same, but i know realize/admit that i can be a terrible speaker. maybe it has something to do with not being involved in theater anymore, the words just ( Read more... )

I still don't know what I'm going to be for halloween, and considering I haven't been to the gym in awhile, my costume will probably be something a little more demure...which might be half naked in that case ( Read more... )

so it's a nice, sunny day in fayetteville, and all is right with the world. i actually didn't go out last night, as crazy as that might sound. robert didn't want to, i am currently avoiding joe, and while i'm sure there would have been people there that i knew, i had a feeling that robert not wanting to go was a sign that the other people i'd ( Read more... )

so even though i broke my new rule, even before it started, and went out last night, i didn't drink myself silly--i actually only had one drink, which was bought for me :D i woke up at 9am this morning, but couldn't fully force myself to get dressed and ended up sleeping in till noon, which isn't the end of the world. i made a slight detour ( Read more... )