I am no longer distressed...rather I'm optimistic for the future. What's in the past is in the past. I'm sorry to those involved, I sincerely mean that. I'm so excited to be moving back to Sackville. Just a few more days. Hooray! Suzanne I love you. Nobody else on my list knows who you are so that makes it all that much better. Lol. I hope everyone ( Read more... )

So I'm at the Pub for the first time in a long while and I dunno I just fon't really want to be here that much. Maybe it'partly my shyness...but I wouldn't mind going somewhere where the girls had a little more class? Meh. Some cute girls here in pockets but I doubt I'm drunk enough (or will gt drunk enough) to end up talking to them indepthly. The ( Read more... )

Well tonight kinda sucked what with being written up at work for no reason other than the fact that our boss is an asshole. Meh, I have some green left from yesterday (a temporary slip in my moral fiber) that I could smoke to chill out some but I dont know. Anyways, Im going to cook up some grub and have another lazy night. Later days,
Ben :)

So Rebecca and I had that talk and it was as I expected which wasn't good. Not the worst thing in the world, but talks suck. Angela we should take that journey together. I'm sure we'd have lots to discuss and vent about. So far the giving up drugs has gone preety well cept for two or three hits with Joey Joe Joe the other night cause there was ( Read more... )

This Rebecca thing is tearing me apart. I really like that girl. So what should I do. I feel like Im at the mercy of her decision and thats not what I want but then again I like her so much I'm willing to put myself through hell to figure out what we are and a attch some type of a label to our relationship. And we all know how far I'm willing to ( Read more... )

I have money and money is good. Seems I opened Pandora's Box last night. Sorry Angela. Meh, it was good times last night though. Supposed to be a big party tonight in Maccan but I doubt I will attend. I have to work and I dont really like the idea of being trapped in Maccan. Anyways, I don't really have much else to say and I'm still half asleep. ( Read more... )

What a splendid day. The sun is shining. The apartment is coming along. I'm working on resumes. I am slowly getting money meaning Heidi and Adam, the next time I see both of you I should have some money for you atleast. Ive stop doing drugs, or atleast Ive stopped spending money on them. Ive still got a few things to think about and figure out yet ( Read more... )

Top o' the morning to ya. Going to Alec's for beer and pancakes then skipping over to Amherts for work until 9 followed by work again tommorow from 9-5. This sucks but I don't really care if I get too fucked up today anyways. Still, I have a feeling today will be interesting to say the least. Happy St.Patricks Day everyone.
Ben :)

Ughhhh....thats it. Enough of this shit. Choose life.

Fuck Wrestlemania, Nova Scotia just brought home the Briar baby! Although I give wrestlemania it's due credit. I watched the top ten matches of all time tonight and it was a good show. I've been so messed up lately. Too much partying. And I've been really depressed/annoyed lately for little real reason. I think it's just the no money and confusion ( Read more... )