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[bjorkdork]

What a whirlwind of emotion. Right now my mother, of whom I love deeply, is getting sliced open for major surgery. I'm a mess. I'm petrified. I'm overwhelmed. She left for surgery at 5:30 this morning. I don't know how long it will last or when I'll know if she's ok. Afterwards, she's outta work for at least two weeks. I just want her here. I want

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[malevolense]

"So much drama. I hate drama. I don't need people imposing/or apposing me or guilting me. No doctors. NO worries. If only the world was such a perfect place. If only I still prayed."

Praying would not help, praying is making false belief. Everything that occurs is a bunch of random events, only things you can change are self choices. Glad to hear money is doing better, im totally cool on money but thats bout it. we find ourselves in opposits.

"How do I get there though?"
Easily Persue Your Goals as Dreams, Work hard and achieve. Your dreams are not far from grasp but you have to follow through the motions.

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[bjorkdork]

Prayer was always some kind of comfort. fake, but comfort. Kinda like when you're little and mom kisses your knee after you fell. You swear it makes you feel better until you realize mom's spit has absolutly no healing powers.