Sam has been a busy bee. My room doesn't have floor showing, I've been so busy. It's craziness. We've been partying every weekend. My liver will be sleeping next to me one Saturday morning. I have friends again! YAY! Derek's burden of solitude has been lifted and I once again have a life. I'm still struggeling with money, trying to find a place for ( Read more... )

Interesting weekend. Hmm. Where do I begin? I don't remeber what I did Friday night. Must not have been that interesting. But Saturday, Brent and I went to Olive Garden then over to his friend Delorian's, (well, his friends)and they all got stoned. At first it was just kinda funny. Brent was laughing at everything. Then he just kept his eyes shut. ( Read more... )

I do believe planned parenthood on Alma and Guadalupe sucks ass. I called in my pills last Tuesday people. I switched my file to over there and thought it was closer. So, I left my typical message on the pill line saying what I was told to say about how I my file was switched, I needed X amount of pills blah blah blah. Thursday, I give up my lunch ( Read more... )

I’m a grumpy thing right at the moment. I woke up with a fever and as the day has worn on I’m dizzy and have a nasty headache. Not fun. My work is slow and the phone hasn’t rung in almost an hour. I’m at a slight standstill in my life in so many matters it’s ridiculous. I’m deeply in love but I find myself pushing him away. I no longer have even a ( Read more... )

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Well, Brent and I went and helped my grandmother all we could with the kids this weekend. Nothing much eventful. I went and did the mother's day thing and now, I'm pretty damn broke again. I canceled the benefits. I just can't afford to live at home with what I make and I'm sure I wouldn't make it out in the real world on my own. I also changed ( Read more... )

It’s almost deafeningly boring in this office this morning. I walked in and went right to work arranging roses for all of the mother’s in the office. Not bad, 9 arrangements in about 8 min. They all adored it, but due to the rush of the Friday morning mood, I didn’t get to do the rest of the meeting. Once again, it must wait until Tuesday. I’ve ( Read more... )

He went and took care of some court matters to find out that he owed either 600 dollars or 120 hours of community service. Great. All of that, while spending the entire afternoon with her. It always really, really bugs me when he does that. He has also decided to let her friend and her baby move into their apartment. This relationship just keeps ( Read more... )

Derek seems to have sort have popped up lately. I’ve seen his car yesterday and today and there’s been a message for him the last two days on the answering machine. It’s just weird. I guess it’s an ex thing lately. Becky just had to talk to Brent about how she slept with some guy and he hasn’t called her since. He said it gave him a knot in his ( Read more... )

I am ever so bored. Nothing really new with Sam. Let’s see, how did my weekend go exactly. Well, we were at Brent’s mom’s til almost 1 on Thursday. We spent about two hours talking about Becky and how to deal with it all. Truth of the matter is nothing is up to me. I’ve never loved anyone like this. I’ve never been connected like this. I honestly ( Read more... )