My human instinct says they should all be blown up and killed. They are a bunch of retards that don’t deserve to live. They are not normal. They are sickos. But there is a struggle within me. One side hates them and another side feels compassion for them. God doesn’t want me to hate them. My spiritual side asks God to have mercy over their lives ( Read more... )

Just some thoughts...and stuff on my mind ( Read more... )

So today was a great day at school (despite the fact I had an AP test) I have made an analysis of my predictions for my AP tests. They go as follows ( Read more... )

Today was kind of sad. I realized that I still feel the same and it sucks big time. But it felt so good getting off my shoulder everything I felt. Yesterday was the first time I cried since like 3 wks ago. And today I almost cried. But thank goodness I talked to someone who felt the exact same way I felt. Gosh, its kinda scary the way we both feel ( Read more... )

John Stevens just got out of American Idol!! This sucks! :p I cant believe it. Ohh well.... Now I want Fantasia to win and thats it!

Yesterday I went to the awards ceremony and it was quite boring. But i recieved an award and later went to celebrate with D, her sis, and bf. I had a good time with them. Today was the MDC field trip. It was whatever but in my bus there were a lot of people who were loud and made me laugh the entire time. They were funny. Our chaperone was Mr ( Read more... )

Yesterday was back-to-school Monday. I dont like Mondays. They suck. But anyway, after school I went to a friend's house and she was watching a show called Everwood(I think that's the name) She started telling me about it and I kinda got hooked. Funny because recently I havent been watching TV, I've even missed American Idol for like 3 straight ( Read more... )

There arent any words to describe the joy that I have felt since Friday. Things, people, thoughts and everything else has changed in my life. I can honestly say that I know who He is and that He is with me NMW. I feel new, and all of the emptiness, sadness, stress, and fear that I once felt, I no longer feel. I am ready for whatever is headed my ( Read more... )

So yeah, today was an ordinary day @ school. I thought I was running late to school as always but to my surprise, I was right on time. =D Anywho, yesterday I fell asleep like around 3 a.m. because I am getting hooked on...... 24(season 2). Yeap, that's right. OMG Im turing into Tony R!!! j/k My sis likes it more than I do. This weekend we'll finish ( Read more... )

Well spring break is almost over :( I think my time was productive. I woke up early except for two days. I had a good time. I have a somewhat rigorous eating plan, which is working out great. I havent eaten fast-food, junk, bread, nor carbonated drinks. Olga is a good trainer. I love her :) She motivates me sooo much. There are times I feel like ( Read more... )