i hate being like this, i hate wondering "what if.." *flips out* trust me, you dont wanna know why im like this.. you either wouldnt understand, or just wouldnt get why im feelin like this.. so dont ask! =\ ahhhhhhh!!!!!

"dont you forget about me.."

i know i havent written anything in a while, i just havent been in the mood. lets see, whats been up? aaron went on a cruise, but he got home today. he isnt home yet tho. i go to get my license setp 17th, and i start skool sept 4th! fun fun! now, for the big news.. you ready for this?!
IM GOING TO FLORIDA THE DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY!!how messed is ( Read more... )

ahhh well hello there. i know what you're wonderin.. how was it? i cant really describe it to you, it was so perfect. but perfect isnt even a good word to describe it, just like sayin he's perfect. thats far from the truth cuz he's so much more. anywho.. here's a quick thing about what i did--
saturday~> i woke up around 4, left my house around 5 ( Read more... )

ive waited SO long to be able to write in here and say this.. the time is almost here ;] gyppy just left for the doggy motel, and i didnt cry. atleast thats for now that im not cryin, i prolly will tonight. my mom was like "soon you can play with aarons dog." that's weird to actually hear. this is where it all begins for me; gyppy leaves, i finish ( Read more... )

well hellooooo! =Þ ugh its like 93 out, very HUMID and "partly cloudy" my ass! lol ya so with all that in mind, i hadda mow the lawn.. sooo fun! today was my last day to wake up when i want, and my last day to just.. "chill" ;] its exciting!! oh ya, on jay leno when im there, here's who will be there: chris matthews, mike myers [sweet!!!!!!!], and ( Read more... )

omg the campground was so much fun yesterday. i love that place!! anywho, i got up at like 8.. well more like 820, but shh! lol so i got dressed and everything and keke called and said she'd come over and then we could go bak to her house and wait to get picked up, so she came over and i was finishin up and aaron called. he was goin to sum car show ( Read more... )

i cant believe how perfect my journal looks now. im madly in love with it!! i wanna give a huuuuuge thanx to perfekt_hottie for makin the background for me. it couldnt look any better!! THANX GURL!@&^# ok well im headin out for my ice cream my dad promised!! ;] i wont be home tomorrow so dont expect any updates! =Þ later~!*

`* angela carter

one week left < ( Read more... )

yello! =Þ ok so i know i didnt write in a while before yesterday. basically what happened was that my gurl /~luvablekandise made me a layout.. it was amazing, just how i wanted it.. everything was perfect; except of course one major part-- my entries wouldnt show up ;x lmfaoo soo i asked everyone i knew if they could find out what was wrong aaand ( Read more... )

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favorable impressions and to be recognized by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavors go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard ( Read more... )

did your parents ever tell you they'd do something, bring you somewhere, buy you ONE thing.. and they dont becuz they "forgot"? ya.. well i asked my dad if we could go get ice cream, and he was like "ok ya.. just lemme finish eatin dinner" which he had like one bite left. so im like ok, and i come bak up here to stay on the computer until then. ( Read more... )