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[bl00dlustpixi3]

i think i'm going to kill myself, tonight. i don't see the point in living, anymore. i haven't, for the past 3 years. but it's gotten a lot worse. so...yea...if you all never hear from me, again, then...i guess that's cool. have a nice life. i know i haven't

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[lonelybrokendol]

no jessy, please don't. i'd miss you too much. there are a lot of people that care about you and have a lot of potential. and plus, you live in VERO BEACH, there are bigger and better things out there, you just have to find them. you're beautiful, smart, funny, an exellent artist, you're so creative and unique... i really like you a lot, it would be terrible if you killed yourself. and if you just stop updating, i'd miss you. =( <33

[bl00dlustpixi3]

thank you, sweetie. i just see myself losing contact with the outer world more and more, every day. it's really sad.

please tell me we can hang out, sometime, soon? :0)

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[lonelybrokendol]

sure we can hang out, but you know how much we suck at making plans. <3

[david_von_staal]

i feel the same way sometimes about the same things, being an outsider, being an outcast. Someone told me today that there is one good thing about all that: freedom. You don't have to care what other people think, or the strange processes that involve human social shit. That guy was kind of right, even though I didn't fully agree with him. Why care about the majority? Your close friends and family should be the only ones that you should care about. Fuck the rest! You know I care about you :) I talked to you for probably an hour and a half tonight! And you know that your other close friends care about you, too. Believe me, I had nothing to do today either. I was kinda angry. But I was glad that I was able to talk to you today. It made me feel better. Don't do anything to yourself that you may regret, or anything that would hurt your close friends. You're my little sis! I care about you a lot! If this is about guys, don't let them get to you. They probably are so stupid that they haven't even though about how they've affected you. It's

[bl00dlustpixi3]

no, not so much about guys. more about LOSING everyone that i thought were my close friends. :0\ it doesn't hurt that much...but it really wakes you up.

thank you for being there for me. :0) i really appreciate it.

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[slow____motion]

If you killed yourself, I'd feel like such shit. That sounds really selfish, but I really would.

What about the people that do care about you? Yes, people do care about you. They'd be upset. I know I would.

So please, try and get over this, Jessy. I know it's hard, but you're better than this. You're better than him. If you take your life all your proving is that you're weak, and that he's better than you, when we all know different. It takes a serious piece of shit pussy to call you up at work just to tell you "fuck you" and degrade you. It takes a serious piece of shit pussy to have his friends do the same. But you're better than that. Why please them when, if you think over this more, you can piss them off by being happy? And if they don't get pissed off or upset because they see they think they haven't affected you, then what use is it to kill yourself? They're probably just hiding it anyhow.

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[bl00dlustpixi3]

thank you, sweetie. i'm sorry i'm being gay. i've just felt so unbelievably low. and i really feel like some people are just getting their jollys on being dicks to me. how can someone enjoy doing that? christ, if your having a bad day, don't take it out on someone else. get a grip, and get over it. lol. i just hate assholes so much. and vero and sebastian are just FESTERING with them. argh.

thank you, again. i love you, so much, kitty.

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