I lost my voice this week. It was kind of funny and everyone was laughing at me. My throat still kind of hurts but it feels much better. I went to the doctors for it on Thursday and they stuck this HUGE q-tip down my throat and then told me I was fine. It made me laugh ( Read more... )

I never expected this. I ask one thing from everyone and that is not to lie to me. I ask one other thing from people that I love and that is not to cheat. I don't expect anyone to be perfect because I am far from it. I give everyone ONE chance and after that I am through with you ( Read more... )

Bobby came over on Tuesday and watched The Notebook with me. On Wednesday I drove around and got high. Thursday I stayed in because people were over because Melissa is psychotic. Yesterday I was supposed to go to the mall and then go to my friend's birthday party but my mom is a cunt. Instead I stayed up all night with Jessica ( Read more... )

The wake was horrible. It just wasn't Josh. I didn't even look properly at him. I don't want to remember him like that but the image just keeps coming back. I left at six and went to bed. I didn't wake up until ten the next day so I couldn't go to the funeral. I am so mad at myself for not going. There were so many stories going around. I don't ( Read more... )

It is just impossible for me to believe he is really gone. Just last week he was throwing dimes down my shirt and telling me the only reason he liked me was because of my body. He was calling me "LIAR" and making me laugh until I cried. He was an unbelievable friend and I don't know how to deal with this. The wake might not even be tomorrow and ( Read more... )

R.I.P Josh D'Andrea 10/3/05
I can't believe this happened ...
We all love you and miss you so much

Only reason I am even writing in this thing is because I haven't in almost two weeks. Nothing exciting has happened except me and CJ have stopped being boyfriend/girlfriend but whatever we are still "dating" so there is really no difference. This weekend was pretty great because I spent it with Lindsey and my favorite mall rats. We went shopping ( Read more... )

Well I am pretty damn happy right now. Last night I got high in my bedroom and no one even noticed. I figured it was going to make me fall asleep but of course it does the opposite. So at 1 in the morning I am downstairs watching Gangs of New York with Paul. Then I go back upstairs and just dance around my room for about an hour. I literally got no ( Read more... )

So I really have nothing to write I'm just doing it because CJ told me to. Last week was alright but it was annoying because CJ has still not asked me out even though he says he is going to. He explained stuff to me though and now I understand things and I think he understands how I feel towards him now. This weekend was pretty cool but I have no ( Read more... )

SO YEA iT SORTA KiNDA REALLY SUCKED . ON FRiDAY i WENT TO CJ'S AND HUNG OUT WiT HiM AND POPE AND OF COURSE THEY BOTH GOT HiGH AND i SAiD NO SO i WOULDNT GET iNTO TROUBLE . WELL ME AND CJ WERE iN HiS ROOM AND WE WERE DOiN WATEVER WEN MY MAMA CALLED AND STARTED SCREAMiN AT ME . SO i LEFT HiS HOUSE AN HOUR LAYDAH AND WE WENT TO THE MALL TO GET MY ( Read more... )